Other 2 Dress I brought for myself :)

 Womens Apricot Chiffon Short Sleeve Skirt Snow Spins Mini Dress

VINTAGE PUPPEKRAGEN KLEID LANGÄRMELIGES SLIM FIT SCHWARZ

New korea style Fashion sexy black cut shoulder women shirt / blouses top

This is what i brought for myself today but it's only one of  them,there few  to go ^^ Love it!!

李千娜 - 我不允許我再愛上你

你要我再給你機會 原諒不負責任的後悔 關於傷害輕描淡寫 你說你要用行動證明會體貼 算了吧 你不會 我住的城市 剛剛下了一場雪 讓我冷靜的 回應電話那頭的虛偽 過去太容易妥協 相信你的辯解 這一次心死了 信任已經終結 我不允許 我再脆弱愛上你 不允許你 打擾我的堅定 好不容易的平靜 那是我吞過熱淚的努力 我多委屈 我多痛心 你知道嗎 請秋天刮的風放過 落葉 請你把苦苦糾纏都 收回 怨恨你我不會 我希望溫柔一點 記憶會 多一些 美一些

我想我应该觉悟了吧！我不可能就这样下去吧。。。感情还真太累人啦m(_ _)m 我想我真的就不该开始让自己那么投入这段感情。。。现在感觉好样谜失了自己，可我不可能把成發生的事情坦没發生。。

Emotional and also physically weak

Today is a day that I'm feeling emotional and also physically weak til i break down at my office and cry so badly til my friend was so worry that they keep asking me to go home rest that is de time i realize I'm still having fever...As what my mommy say i'm feeling this way as i never eat much before i took my medicine that why I'm feeling nervous and easy effect by my feeling. At that very moment I'm feeling so useless and upset.What upset me most is when someone say that they love you and post missing other gal online but his never  wrong ,In return saying that I'm de one talking about other guy on my blogs .. But i never did say miss or love any other guy in my blogs that for sure.. but he's doing it in front  of me and still I'm de one who wrong.
Is a word sorry enough to cover the pain he cause? Just like i given you a slap den in return i just say sorry...Will you be happy??  After this happen i started to think all this, is it worth loving someone like this?? What do i really mean to de person at all??
Maybe one day he will finally  know what love really is when everything end...Let see how far will this last and what he's willing to do for love...Now I'm planing for a short break this month end about 2-3 day get away to rest and relax my mind before my next long Holiday at Christmas^^.
Last I wanna say now is sorry mommy for making you worry for me and i know you love me de most den anyone ever did. I promise to be good to myself from now onward...

连心痛也失去了知觉

:有句话说的很好，当我为你流泪的时候，因为我还深爱着你。如果有一天，我不再为你流泪了，因为我心伤了，也慢慢学会了放弃。为什么你说出那句话的时候，我没有心痛。也许，我们不是同一路上的人，各自有各自的幸福天下，没有放不下的东西，伤心了自然会放下。后来，连心痛也失去了知觉。

每一个不懂愛旳人，都会遇到一个懂爱的人。然后经历一场撕心裂肺旳爱情，最后分开。于是不懂爱的人慢慢懂了。懂爱旳人，却不敢再爱了。~~这就是现在我的感觉

(T ^ T) 我好難過 (T ^ T)

有些人是不会因为愛你而变的不花心。。。若是他真的愛你，他不会在你生病时让你心痛和難過。。。 忘了吧！。 现在我才感觉到我还在發燒(T ^ T) 頭好暈和沒力。。我好難受也好難過(T_T) 我討厭这种感觉。。。

吵架

两个人为什么会吵架，往往不是没感情，而是用情太深。两个人都爱深时，一点点矛盾都会让人受伤很重。因为太重视对方，所以放不下。其实很可惜啊，如果不爱，分手无所谓。但有感情，还是相互宽解和容忍吧。爱一辈子没有不吵架的，但底线是不分手。因为爱就是坚持在一起。

错过了，就一辈子错过了。

有一些东西错过了，就一辈子错过了。人是会变的，守住一个不变的承诺，却守不住一颗善变的心。有时候，执着是一种负担，放弃是一种解脱。人没有完美，幸福没有一百分，知道自己没有能力一次拥有那么多，又何苦要求那么多。

红豆 - 方大同

还没好好地感受
雪花绽放的气候
我们一起颤抖
会更明白什么是温柔

还没跟你牵着手
走过荒芜的沙丘
可能从此以后学会珍惜
天长和地久

有时候有时候
我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会陪我看细水长流

还没为你把红豆
熬成缠绵的伤口
然后一起分享
会更明白相思的哀愁

还没好好地感受
醒著亲吻的温柔
可能在我左右
你才追求孤独的自由

有时候有时候
我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会陪我看细水长流

有时候有时候
我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会陪我看细水长流

Morning ...T.T I'm still having fever...

Last night after taken de painkiller i am feel de dizziness and Blur but I still can't really sleep at all.
And now ended waking up with body ache and fever..Think i cant be going to work even that i got so much thing to be done at my office. Whole night so many thing coming to my mind ,dun know why??
Now i'm preparing to see doctor but still got to arrange my office thing with my staff.
Hope everything will be fine..My brain feel like it cracking and feeling dame unwell and mommy is out to buy my favourite dessert as i never feel like eating anything when sick..Think i got to stop now and prepare to go out for doctor consultation..
我刚看完醫生回来，又再次需要吃好 多种藥。。我的頭感觉好暈呀(-.-)y-., o O 今天我请了病假老板叫我好好休息。。。这也是我第一次请病假。不写了,因为我感觉好暈好暈需要休息了。。。

跟自己说声对不起，因为总是莫名的忧伤；跟自己说声对不起，因为为了别人为难了自己；跟自己说声对不起，因为伪装让自己很累；跟自己说声对不起，因为总是学不会遗忘；跟自己说声对不起，因为很多东西没有好好珍惜；跟自己说声对不起，因为倔强让自己受伤；生活还在继续，我微笑着原谅了自己。

我在發燒好不舒服 (T_T)

頭好痛呀。。。我又没睡好，每二个小时醒来一次。。感觉頭痛的快要死了(T_T) 下午,坏人和我吵架。。可没人知道我在發燒好不舒服，我好想媽咪因为只有她对我最好,最疼爱我。。因为我生病时最需要人理解和疼爱。这时候我也最容易哭和難過。。你不理解或不关心也沒关系，因为那是真正的你,我没什么好说的。。我只是要你多点关心也好相好难。。那樣真的太累了。。生病吃不下 东西胃痛又来了。可是不可以让媽咪知道不然她会生气和担心我的。

我会和你吵架，但不会说分手。会故意气你，但我是想看你吃醋。我会粘着你，但不会死缠你。我会取笑你，但不會嫌弃你。我会管着你，不想有机会失去你。我会口是心非，但希望你能猜透我的心。我生气也好，冷淡也好，发疯也好，你都不要以为我变了不在乎了，這些反应正是在表达我对你说的那句：我爱你！

是不是每个人的电话本里，都会有那么一个你永远不会打，也永远不会删的号码；每个人的心里，都会有那么一个你永远不会提，也永远不会忘的人。。。。。

请记住，无论什么时候，你都需要给自己一个明确的底线，因为很多时候有些人他会一点一点磨消你的底线，当你没有底线的时候，你就完全被别人控制。

*Jealousy*

Jealousy is just a sign that shows how much you really like, care, or love someone.嫉妒只是一种信号，显示出你到底多么喜欢，在乎，爱护某个人。

我也想有那么一个人，在早晨7点发来短信，写着：“猪，起床了。”我也想有那么一个人，将最无助伤心的我搂在怀里，像爸爸一样抚摸着我的头。我也想有那么一个人，能看穿我的逞强和口是心非，在我无助伤心时给我安慰。我也想有那么一个人，我对他不是最好的，也会一直爱着我…

当

当你觉得处处不如人时，不要自卑，记得你只是平凡人。当别人忽略你时，不要伤心，每个人都有自己的生活，谁都不可能一直陪你。当你看到别人在笑时，不要以为世界上只有你一个人在伤心，其实别人只是比你会掩饰。当你很无助时，你可以哭，但哭过你必须要振作起来，即使输掉了一切，也不要输掉微笑。

すべての出会（であ）いが 美（うつ）しい とは限（かぎ）らない。 すべての別（わか）れが 悲（かな）しい とは言（い）えない。 —— 所有的邂逅并不一定都美丽，所有的离别未必都悲伤。随遇而安，你若安好，便是晴天。

两种称之为浪漫的感情

两种称之为浪漫的感情：一种相濡以沫，另一种叫相忘于江湖。我们要争取和最爱的人相濡以沫，和次爱的人相忘于江湖。也许不是不曾心动和没有可能，只是有缘无份。能牵手的时候，请别肩并肩；能拥抱的时候，请别手牵手；能相爱的时候，请别说分开；拥有了爱情，请别去暧昧。

(-_-)zzz 晚安了。。

喉嚨還是很痛所以昨晚没睡好。。。我在想为什么有些人口里說愛你可是上网或上线都没找你或傳短信给你。那样叫爱你嗎？？我就是討厭那种读了短信或其它卻沒回復的人。。记然我对你也不算什么也不重要，那样就算了把。。我也不想在多说了。。

嚐試新店美食— at Kungfu Paradise @ Century Square.

連詩雅 Shiga - 到此為止 (Official Lyric Video)

我們不能知道每個人的所有事
我也不會知道她的事 也不會故意探究追問
但我看到的 卻是一個天真女孩
不懂太多人情世故 只懂全情投入去愛
但最後 卻換來遍體鱗傷

旁人 也不能跟她說甚麼打氣說話
畢竟人 是須要獨去成長
旁人的說話 只是輔助 有時甚至乎是贈慶

成長 是需要勇氣 也得忘記過去
首先 是要把眼淚收起 洗個臉
跟自己和他說一聲

好了 就這樣吧

到此為止

Missing Ring

Sometime thing that lost cos pain is not about de item it's more about de memory the item bring to you that matter...The ring was given by someone on my Birthday when we celebrate it at Malaysia KL when having dinner at KLCC 10 year ago. And I have been wearing it since den..Memory is sweet but when time past we grow and feeling change...Even till now he still say he loved me but alot thing he have done killing de feeling since den ,and he is someone who's very willing to help me in many way.. Most guy do thing that hurt de relationship without even knowing it..Cos gal are mostly in to de detail and sensitive to de guy they loved, or maybe over sensitive sometime as everything about him mean alot to us just like de way they are in our heart. Guy will never understand de feeling but will say that we have change, even we never did, just that we are tired of trying after time to time...That why it better to let him go and if he came back for you den that show he really loved you and both can work it out on de problem. But I'm kind of a gal that easy give up in love maybe my heart is just too tired to try after too much disappointment I've go through with most of my ex bf ...But they always came back even after that I've give up and left them...why won't they try to know de problem that cos me to give up on them but came back with de same problem even if i given them a chance? Maybe that fate that why ppl always say : what meant to be will be if not no point holding on....

太真

我最大的缺點是太真,从来不会假裝我的心情和感受。。。可是好多间后都统是让人無可耐何。。。心里只仁難過。人生真的好無耐呀！我好想对这世界和每个人都没感觉那会有多好心也不会在累了，也不會在痛了。。。

張震嶽 愛我別走

我到了這個時候還是一樣 夜裡的寂寞容易叫人悲傷
我不敢想的太多 因為我一個人 迎面而來的月光拉長身影
漫無目的地走在冷冷的街 我沒有你的消息
因為我在想你 愛我別走 如果你說 你不愛我
不要聽見你真的說出口 再給我一點溫柔 愛我別走
如果你說 你不愛我 不要聽見你真的說出口
再給我一點溫柔 我到了這個時候還是一樣
夜裡的寂寞容易叫人悲傷 我不敢想的太多
因為我一個人 迎面而來的月光拉長身影
漫無目的地走在冷冷的街 我沒有你的消息
因為我在想你 愛我別走 如果你說 你不愛我
不要聽見你真的說出口 再給我一點溫柔
愛我別走 如果你說 你不愛我 不要聽見你真的說出口
再給我一點溫柔 (music) 愛我別走 如果你說 你不愛我
不要聽見你真的說出口 再給我一點溫柔 愛我別走
如果你說 你不愛我 不要聽見你真的說出口 再給我一點溫柔

Sometimes having a shoulder to lean on and having a person who understands my silence is the only thing I need. 有时候，有个可以依靠的肩膀，和一个懂我的沉默的人，就是我唯一需要的。

如果有一天

如果有一天我不在烦你，如果有一天，你的生活中没有了我，没有了每天的电话，每天的留言，每天的关心，每天的小脾气。我把一切一切都表现了出来，我知道了，清楚了，了解了，最终感动了，可是我却离开了。

Once again I'm late for work today but it's fine as anyway I'm always working  longer den de time that i should and I'm as always busy til my time to go back.
And after work my friend fetch me to PC show at SUNTEC cos my bro wanna upgrade our Internet line.. Searching and check de price in de end we choose M1 package as anyway we also got to pay fine at SINGTEL cos my mommy have throw away de starter kit of SINGTEL. But really thanks to my friend Anthony for being always helpful to me in TI or Internet thing as no matter even that i dun really care or know I'm always de one to do all kind of thing in my house like paying all bill and alot more..
That why I'm kind of stress and tired worry i may over look any bill or payment needed to settle.

There for what i want from my guy is he dun have to be very rich but at least his able to plan for our future cos I'm tired of being always de one to do everything at home or Even in my office I'm de one who settle everything for myself ,my staff and even other.

Think de only time I'm truly pamper by ppl is when my daddy have not change and when he's still a homely man and my best daddy who send and fetch me from school or work but now i can't even make myself to forgive him for treating mommy badly and sell off our big house cos of a women outside and what he have done really change my life and me in many way. It's gonna be "father day" once again but to me it mean nothing other den a man who only care about himself and thinking being cheated by women outside is his paying to learn and it's worth paying ): To most ppl I may looked always happy and worry free but to me i only want to keep my thing to myself as that my life there nothing to do with other,
I can believe in ppl I loved but it hard for me to believe in marriage just by seeing my daddy and my elder bro, Now all i want is giving my mommy de best and see her happy.
I promise never to do anything to hurt her or make her stress like my daddy and bro .
My dream is to leave this place i stay and live my life my way but i know it will never happen as i got to take care of my mommy and i promise her never to bring any guy to my house to stay till I'm really married to de person. But  i think is hard for anyone to make me believe in marring him will bring happiness that why love sometime make me kind of stress and lost control of my emotion til i left and hide cos i needed someone who able to be loved by my mommy as they both will meant de most to me.

Most Ppl always ask by your look how can you be single?? But why not as we dun have to be with anyone just cos of loneliness, All i want is someone that is true hearted and that someone who really meant for me just me. Let see how fate will bring me to and how someone is willing to show me his heart is just for me.
Think that all I'm gonna write about my feel and thought let go back to de PC SHOW  that make me dame tired and hungry due to waiting and Q ing. I had my dinner outside with Anthony and he feel i looked more cute and younger den before but kind of skinny.
Did i look young?? But anyway thanks and it's sweet of him.
Let me show you what I had for dinner ba.










Korea Spicy chicken set

“如果真有那种一拍即合的爱情就好了，不需要暧昧的你来我往，不需要花太多时间去培养，我已经没有力气去玩猜测的游戏，因为我怕会受伤害。” 我们想要的，大概就是那种，你看一眼就知道，是这个人，没错了。

不要对一个人太好

不要对一个人太好，因为你终于有一天会发现，对一个人好，时间久了，那个人会把这一切看作是理所应当。很多人不是不够好，而是对别人太好，却不知你越对别人好，在他眼里就越没价值。其实本来是可以蠢到不计代价不顾回报的，但现实总是让人寒了心。其实你明明知道，最卑贱不过感情，最凉不过是人心。

又黑青了好难过呀(T_T)

昨天才屁股黑青今天就腳也黑青了好难过也不明白为什麼(T_T) 屁股的黑青好大也好痛呀。。。

花生猪肉 汤

Today I'm not working and at home helping mommy to cook soup 花生猪肉 汤so can't sleep as got to look after de soup but now it done ...(^_−)−☆yippee!!

Thanks Bibi for making my day^^

以后的路还那么长，我不知道结局，也不做假设。我只想看见生命最完整的样子。我不想记得那句难过的话。我只记得一件事——在你身边。午安

New Fashion Women Round Head Rabbit Hair Princess Flats Shoes

This is what i just brought online today for myself ^^hope i will receive it fast..Cos i'm looking for a black shoes to match my clothing and bags..

一个男人条件再好，他没有时间陪你，也是多余的。 爱情是不可以望梅止渴的，抱着回忆就能度过每一天么？一个男人愿意给女人多少时间，就是他有多爱他。你爱我的话，是可以挤出一点时间的。挤不出时间，是你已经做了抉择。既然没有时间，我释放你吧。同时，也释放我自己是。

 

Today was very busy at my office as my Boss husband & wife was at my office to brief us about the new form and also rule of MOM...There alot of work to be done like stand file and document in case ppl from MOM do they spot check at my office but after my explanation they happy with my neatness of my office and also my way of handling my office..But do i keep having do feeling my boss husband is staring at me when I'm explain to his wife?? And he say he remember my name even we only meet 2 time once at our company dinner and now?? Anyway I dun really care as long My hard work at my office pay off..
I have also settle once of the problem for my office God mother (Amg Ong ) and My female Boss where both of they're friend wanted de same helper. The problem with my office God mother is she old and always scare of handling anything even small problem she will call me for advice but I'm happy to help as I feel great every time i manage to settle a problem.
As working as it manager here for a year I really learn alot of thing and change me alot it handling my problem in life or other.
I know due to my working attitude I have over worked myself till I lost too much weigh and now i'm unable too eat too much , also my gastric problem have gone worst till i nearly fainted on my way to work.

My Boss husband brought snack for us and even our client too...Over here ppl always love to buy food for me once they saw me slim down too much or they will always ask whether have i eaten when they pass by my office.
It's really nice to feel loving better den being hated by de online gal cos of they're guy they loving.

I manage to do part of my office work but settle all of my staff application before i go home. At home I was busy with my face again this time i'm doing de Detoxifies facial mask and i receive someone miss call and also msg me why u deleted me? Why?? think u should know la :p
Think that all i'm gonna write for today as feel kind of tired as i'm having flu now and feeling cold cos of de air-con....nite nite my love n i miss u so much bibi..

From my Boss husband (:

当一个深爱着你的人为你而改变，那是因为他爱你；当你遇到一个人，他为你收起他的顽固脾气，也因为他爱你；他把你的兴趣也变成了他的兴趣，还是因为他爱你。——溜掉的小鱼，总是最美丽的；失去的情人，总是最懂你的。如果你发现身边有这样的人，请你好好珍惜。

累了

不知道自己究竟怎么了，总感觉很累很累。甚至想逃离这个让我陌生又熟悉的城市。每一天，都会发生很多的事情，都会去想很多很多。每一天，我都在渐渐的习惯着一些东西，虽然我抗拒过。生活就像一张巨大的网，无论我怎么躲避，怎么面对。最终留给我的还是疲惫与乏味。

林俊傑-學不會[JJ - Never Learn] - 華納official 官方完整HD高畫質版MV

你的痛苦 我都心疼 想為你解決
擋開流言 緊握你手 想飛奔往前
我相信愛 能證明一切
夠真心 會超越時間
多付出 也多了喜悅 讓幸福蔓延

總是學不會 再聰明一點
記得自我保護 必要時候講些 善意謊言
總是學不會 真愛也有現實面
不是誰情願 就能夠解決

一次爭吵 一個心結 累積著改變 
內心疏遠 足夠秒殺 外表多濃烈
才發現愛 不代表一切
再真心 也會被阻絕
這世界 天天有詭雷 隨時會爆裂

還是學不會 少浪漫一點
拼命著想的事 未必帶來感動 或被感謝
還是學不會 解釋我最傷 最累
痛死都不願 怪誰

把每段癡情苦戀 在此刻排列面前
也感覺 不埋怨 只懷念

總是學不會 再聰明一點
記得自我保護 必要時候講些 善意謊言
不是學不會 只是覺得愛 太美
值得去沉醉 流淚

柯震東 請比我愛她

愛沒有緣故 心卻太反覆 佔有一個人不等於留得住 不如就祝福
愛無關勝負 只要你對她付出 看著她微笑就值得我滿足　我何不托福
一段愛　只能夠是雙數 刪除我　不在乎孤獨 你和她　如果更讓人羨慕
答應我絕對要幸福 請比我愛她　帶她離開吧 給她無憂的天空飛翔
我總會到達　另一個天涯 一個人慢慢忘了她 請比我愛她　別管我掙扎
我只是眼裡飛進了沙 不讓淚流下　切斷了牽掛 讓她快樂　就是最好的報答