*\(^o^)/* New Family member*\(^o^)/*

明明自己心里有很多话要说，却不知道怎样表达。有时候很低落，觉得自己其实一无所有，仿佛被世界抛弃。明明自己身边有很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单。有时候很想放纵自己，希望自己彻彻底底醉一次，醒来后就能把什么都忘记。明明有着自己的梦想，却是力不从心。有时候握得越紧，失去得也越快。

只是在一个人发着呆，只是在一个瞬间，只是忽然，很想你。

【每个人似乎都有一个绚丽多姿的梦】

梦想，是一个让人魂牵梦絮的至高境界。为了梦想，人们可以不顾一切，孜孜以求，甘洒血汗。现在，我们只得把梦想小心翼翼地封存梦想在阴漓的岁月里，时常把她引领出来，带她到阳光下漫步留连，美丽心灵。把梦想挂在心灵的风帆，是因  为生命之中不能没有梦...

Today woke up at 5am feeling stomach pain and was unable to sleep back that also mean i only sleep for 3 hour only ...At 8pm my fren fetch me from breakfast and send me to work.
So far ppl who really can be fren with me for long is ppl who have no demand from me.
And I'm just not that kind who flirt around even my look do make me look like one:p
Day before i have scolded a guy after i msg him dun msg me as I'm in bad mood but he keep messaging till i really piss off and scold him til today he still msg even that i dun reply so just now when my bro is back he teach me how to block ppl on Line but not one i blocked is few...feel evil but dun happy with it...Mua hahaha W(`0`)W Sometime i do feel i dun really have much gal fren in life other den ppl who work with me as some give me de feeling that they think i will scratch they're bf but to me if anyone can do it den what de point of having him as your guy...as being together is more about trust and feeling both share...But i still do feel sad when he never msg  me but other do...But he say cos i nv reply him but i really did as i only receive his msg once but i msg him 3 time...But as long he fine  i will be happy..

(*☻-☻*)五点钟了肚子好餓呀(*☻-☻*)

(^.^)Famous 328 Katong Laska，(^.^)

親人- 下一站, 幸福 MV [English Subbed]

別打開 禮物的緞帶 最初充滿期待 最後都腐敗
別打開 午夜的電臺 別讓情歌反覆再愚弄

而愛 並沒有教給我生存 只教我交易虛榮給天真
可是愛 讓我們變成陌生人 卻變不了更高尚的靈魂

不要吻我 只要抱著我 不要愛我 做我的親人
把手借我 一天一分鐘 做我最親密的親人
不是誰的情人 誰的某某某


就算我 全身濕透透 我也不再被誰 牽著鼻子走
如果我 還握住拳頭 可能我怕我的夢飛走

而愛 並不如你想的萬能 不能讓我們不再戰爭
可是愛 連慈悲也沒多慈悲 誰愛越深越容易被犧牲

不要吻我 只要抱著我 不要愛我 做我的親人
把手借我 一天一分鐘 讓我還敢做我的夢
做我夢中偉大的微笑的英雄

Sunday morning Breakfast(*☻-☻*)

Se7en - Come Back to Me (Part 2) :: MV :: HQ

I was thinking ppl change they're way of thinking everyday and how about de feeling ??
What I'm feeling now is maybe it's better to let thing be .....As we should believe in ppl we truly loved as if you are meant to be ,
no one can break you up but if it's not, no matter how tight u hold u cant keep his heart..
Maybe a lot of thing effected me emotionally is mostly about my family back ground as my daddy left my mommy for other women and blame my mommy for his own mistake, on de other hand my elder bro is married with a gf outside but his gf had de same story as him..Sometime i was thinking what de point of getting married when u are still unsure of your feeling to de one you married??
I'm sorry if sometime I'm kind of bothering due to my emotion.
But I do feel we have been spending less es time on each other den before maybe you are busy or.....???.....But i dun wish to think... just be yourself my Bibi.......nite nite and sleep tight as i needed to wake up early tml..

Don't not take people's care for granted. No matter how much they love you, people get tired eventually.不要把别人的关心当成理所当然。不管他有多爱你，最终也会有疲惫的一天。

To keep a relationship with love: Admit it whenever you’re wrong, and when you’re right, shut up. -----如果你错了，就赶紧承认；如果你是对的，那就闭上你的嘴。

5月20日跟你的亲人、爱人、朋友，说声：我爱你！

人生的最大遗憾莫过于错误地坚持了不该坚持的，轻易地放弃了不该放弃的……

Lee Hom王力宏-爱错

北风毫不留情 把叶子吹落 脆弱的她选择了逃脱
叶子失去消息 风才感觉寂寞 整个冬天
北风的痛没人能说
* 我从来没想过 我会这样做 从来没爱过 所以爱错
我从哪里起飞 从哪里降落 多少不能原谅的错
却不能重来过 *
翻开回忆角落 完美的生活 以为幸福都可以掌握
仔细回味当初 那个故事背后 Oh 原来是我
犯下从没承认的错
Repeat *
在这少了你的世界 Oh
找不回那些感觉 其实我不想道别 那些过去
我从来没想过 我会这样做
从来没爱过 所以爱错 (从来没有爱过那么认真)
我从哪里起飞 从哪里降落
多少不能原谅的错 却不能重来过
我从来没想过 我会这样做
从来没爱过 所以爱错 我从哪里起飞 从哪里降落
多少不能原谅的错 请你原谅我的爱错

李玖哲-想太多 (弘音)KTV

【不要用冷漠回应天蝎的爱】

你一定会后悔，当被漠视多了天蝎就不会再对你热情。不是绝情是理智到懂得你根本不值得付出。不要想着天蝎对你的好是理所当然的。当她想通一切的时候，你想挽留根本就不可能。就算回头只会越来越陌生。说穿了，不要在天蝎爱你的时候选择伤害，你伤不起！

《爱上浪漫》

痛苦的起因就在于差异变得越来越大，两个在彼此相容的阶段相遇的人随着时间的推移，发现彼此其实并不向着同一个方向前进，某一阶段的相容性仅仅是在一条宽阔的叉路上偶然重叠到了一起。

Stalker again!!

Stalker Angeline & de Z this morning :p

Stalker Naomi trying to add me on Facebook

Think they're really sick or what do they want from me Crazy ppl who got nothing much to do in life??

This is what Anthony buy for my mommy(^_-)from China

Gift from Anthony dear after back from China Business trip.

End of Cyber Life on tagged

Finally i make up my mind to leave tagged as ppl there are so fake all they want is sex and gal with look as they gf to me nothing really matter as i have been thought the worst time of my life nearly die cos of someone ..Do u think anything else will matter...As to me most ppl only care about they're own feeling like u that why when hurting my feeling dun really matter at all..
That why I'm choosing to leave cyber life n you're cyber feeling to me.. but my blogger will still go on as this is my place  and my world .
To ppl who really know me in real life know that I'm never someone who act or fake but i never really do much on tagged other den posting photo , feeling, reject ppl and blocking sicko guy..Really spending a month on tagged make me so fake just like being make use of like a toys to past time ..When u happy u chat with  me ,when u tired u chat with other..
i really loose control of my emotion to a person who only care about his own feeling and leave me feeling so useless crying for nothing but in de end I'm still the one who's wrong...
Think is time to wake up and work hard for my real life...That why i feel like laughing after thinking back what i have done n say...I'm no more a child and I'm not looking for anything on tagged ,den why wast my time letting someone make me feeling so weak deep inside..Cos if the person is real and really love u he will never treat u this way or make u sad..I believe tml will be a better day when time come there will be someone who really worth to love as i always believe love is not about saying but whether how willing u are to the person u love...To me as long  as i could feel you're  true hearted i will never leave u till u stop loving me..

The main reason to leaving tagged is cos i know i will forgive u once u show a little care to me but thing will happen over n over again..And i dun wish to lost control once again after i woke up from sadness and tears that u dun even care at all..

There ppl and ex gf s of someone stalking  me just for they're guy when i never even did anything at all and in the end what he say to me is did u even msg her  that really disappointed me as being together is about trust and if the person trust his ex gf more den me den where do i stand in he's heart??

But my feeling is telling me Naomi S and angeline is de same person as not much ppl willing to do thing like that if is not they bf and even find me in facebook to add me...i have enough of them.

Think that all for today ....sweetdream n slp tight..

*\(^o^)/*香港盛记甜品*\(^o^)/*

Sometime it better to spend time with ppl that love u and make u feel safe even if u dun love them as I'm always like a Baby since young till now that the reason i'm feeling so hurt when being ignore by ppl whom i love..mayb it time to wake up from de dream u given to me and face de true..

好的爱情有韧性，拉得开，但又扯不断。相爱者互不束缚对方，是他们对爱情有信心的表现。谁也不限制谁，到头来仍然是谁也离不开谁，这才是真爱。

Many say they don't know what they want.Actually this implies they have no courage to face or have not made enough effort for what they want.很多人都说：我不知道我自己想要什么。其实这句话的真正含义是：我没有勇气面对和足够的努力去争取我想要的。

丁噹-最後一次寂寞

沒人能比我知道 為我　寫一首情詩 你的字　深深刻在牛皮紙 對折　折成一顆心的偏執 那是多久以前的迷惑 如今透過思念還溫柔 當　狂戀滅了　回憶褪了 再執著也許只是念舊 這是我最後一次寂寞 別再問我好不好過 比誰好　比誰弱 只聽見時間永恆的嘲笑 這是我最後一次寂寞 別再問我好不好過 我們都　擁抱過 回不去　的日子 像　倒影水面的輪廓　有影無蹤 我得過　那白雪般的承諾 融化　是純真內容 我等你　等到鮮花爛成泥 光陰　腐化了最初的甜蜜 那是多久以前的迷惑 如今透過思念還溫柔 抽　走了嘶吼　留下脆弱 想把它趕走卻趕不走 

The Hurtful feeling being ignore

Morning world!!  yesterday have been a bad day for me at work and also emotionally ..But no matter what happen life still go on. I'm still who I'm ..i hate de feeling of being ignore by de person i love as that really hurt alot..But most of my story will go de same,when later part they return and wanna  patch back with me de feeling and passion have gone...after all the crying and pain i go thought ...the reason most of them want me back cos i dun flirt around even i have account on tagged and facebook as i dun really reply most msg..i always trying to spend most time with them unless I'm busy working...i always give them de trust they needed.
Now everything is over let start my life my way no more waiting for de reply or feeling sad for being ignore again!!
Give me a week i will be fine....

Sometime i feel more disappointed to myself den other as i always so weak and tears start to drop.

Maybe i really too in to it that why my heart feel so pain and now i feel so useless den anytime..

Tonight i will let go all my feeling by my tears and after tml no word or thing u do can bring me back as nothing can change a person not even love..

Once your feeling mean nothing to a person there meaning less to hold on just for de word he use to touch your heart.

I always believe if he really love you he will never make you cry or hurt your feeling..

As i never ask for much from him but only reply my msg after you read..is that too much?

Anyway I'm not his only gal but just a passer by in his life...that that all i gonna write and i maybe closing my Blogger and tagged account in 2 day time....Hope to see you all soon if future i started another blogger or tagged...take care 

人重是令人失望。。。我感觉你不成真正在臒我得感受。。

太令我失望了。。

无论今天发生多么糟糕的事，都不应该感到悲伤。因为今天是你往后日子里最年轻的一天了。早安

Saya ibu indonesia

This is what my office God mother Amy buy for me yesterday (^-^)/

Sometime I'm really happy that I'm loved by so many ppl who really know me and that's also de reason i dun really bother about de hater who hate me out of jealous as to me  they're the pity one who leak of love.

外面下着好大得雨。。。就相人在哭泣一样。。。我的頭好痛好痛呀　(¬_¬)可能是没睡好一直釃來吧？

如果会有下辈子，记得不要和我相隔太远，我怕和你没有机会碰见。下辈子你还没找到我之前，记得不要太早和别人结缘，要相信我们总会见。如果下辈子我们遇见，记得你先爱上我，那样你就可以包容我的任性。如果下辈子你先爱上我，记得要多在乎我支持我。就像这辈子我爱你那样的爱我。

某一天，你的人生中不再有我。你叹气的时候我不会再去安慰你，你难过的时候我不会再陪你一起难过，你心碎的时候我不会再去陪你一起心碎。虽然我是一个喜欢嫉妒，有点霸道，不能容忍我喜欢的人爱着别人的人。但我依然希望你过的比我好，希望看到你幸福的过着每一天。

大麥我的最爱

謝謝媽咪我好愛你呀！

Morning everyone!! This morning i started to wonder why is there always stalker in my life on line ??
As i dun really talk or chat or even reply most of de msg send to me??
Best part of all is there gal and guy both sex group doing it ,Wondering what wrong with them or what wrong with me?? Mostly i nv put it in my heart til a jealous stalker name naomi started to piss me of even after i tell her off..Now she have been remove from my friend list cos by de way she talk to me by msg i can feel she dame dislike me... den who ask her to add me just to stalk me daily.

Now thinking why is she viewing my profile most of de time?? WHAT DID SHE WANT OR DID??