About my new job.....

I'm feeling dame tired as since I start working in this company every working day is a sleepless night to me...I can only manage to really sleep on weekend when it my nor working day.

My body and mind have truly rejecting my present job and I also learn that never trust what the Boss have told you when the time of interview as normally what the boss say and do is truly two different story once you fall for they trick. Anyway I've already tender my letter of resignation.. And he only approve last day by end of March 2015 and I rejected his request and told him the latest date I can work is until end Feb 2015.

To me as what I think a company boss who change they word and promise to they're staff will never or so call ... easy to have staff working for them long, as they're word cant be trusted at all and how are we going to work hard for them wholeheartedly??

But the staff here are all very friendly and nice they kind of like a family and they also share the same feeling that I feel about the Boss.. His word can't be trusted at all at all time.


Let hope my working life here will end fast and I could find a job better than this one..

Wow... Someone is bringing me out to try something new call selfiecoffee..[疑问] now U are really making me feeling curious [偷笑]

True feeling...

I got a job offer 7 month ago from an insurance agency Boss but never take up de offer...and
I've not been working for nearly 6 long month other den playing game, making game video and enoying life ...everything may seen good to other but never to me  as to me busy also mean being useful.
Today I have arrange the interview with de insurance company but de office is at west side and I'm living in de East side .. I got kind unsure feeling for de job interview.
There're other job offer for me before I resign for my ex company where I worked as a General manager there..But I never wanted to work for the sake of working and I wanted to find a job that I can work long and enjoy working.

And 14 day will be my Birthday and my wish this year is to find a job that I really like..and another wish of my is to lose some weigh and stay skinny always ...LOL
Omg!! I a year older again  but to my mommy I'm always never grow up ..Since I've been spoil when small and I always want the best of myself in everything I do..That always stress my up and I always over work myself while working as I never wanted to ask for help from other as I never wanna depend on other.

All de best to myself for my Job interview even that I'm not so sure whether I really want the job or not ,as I just wanted to do my best in everything ..even if I don't want the job in de end....

遗忘，记起...

发觉这个世界上很多事变的很难，难得让我们

不能释怀。往往，我们觉得很简单的事都变的

让人手足无措。我

开始慌了，我不知道怎么办才好。是自己开始

变傻，还是其他人变聪明了，

虽然我从不怀疑自己，但我后悔

了，后悔自己的自信，

后悔自己的自以为是，

后悔自己的所有，仿佛太迟了

，迟到所有伤痛都向我袭来时，

才发觉自己本没能力去承受，

还天真的以为明天会没有落日。

认识了很多人，了解的不了解的，

早知道不是那样的时段，

因为时间变了，它变快了，

而我们变的远了。联系的没联系的，

早在变快的时间里，

变的能不联系就不联系。每天QQ上隐

身一大批人，看着那些熟悉的名字，

才突然想到已很久没说话了，

也就不知道该说啥了。友谊天长地久，

是啊，好长好久，长的让人难以记起，

久的让人容易忘记。

或许那只是在认为恰当的时

间说的最恰当的话，突...

明明自己心里有很多话要说，却不知道怎样表达。有时候很低落，觉得自己其实一无所有，仿佛被世界抛弃。明明自己身边有很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单。有时候很想放纵自己，希望自己彻彻底底醉一次，醒来后就能把什么都忘记。明明有着自己的梦想，却是力不从心。有时候握得越紧，失去得也越快。