Sometime I got this feeling of leaving de life I had now to a place  new to start a living but i know it will never happen as I love my family too much...Today I'm feeling kind of tired as having flu and cough  till i cant stop sneezing !  I came home earlier from work but someone is busy and cant spend time with me just like yesterday but it fine as everyone needed time of they're own just like me but mine is more on weekend having coffee and relaxing at cafe ..My kind of life is more like able to spend time with ppl i love relaxing and enjoying a nice cup of coffee with de best butter cookie, Or spending time by de seaside. As sea and Ocean give me de feeling of  freedom and a lot of good and bad memory of de past happen there.One more day it'll be my rest day again! But too bad I will be busy in de morning and got to bath my new pet as my mommy order in  de afternoon ): think that should be all for today..

每天醒来告诉自己：理由少一点，肚量大一点，做事多一点，嘴巴甜一点，脾气小一点，行动快一点，说话轻一点，效率高一点，微笑露一点，脑筋活一点！------那么，这样的生活就会美一点，每天就会快乐多一点！

他们永远也不会知道。

你因为他的一句话生气，自己生了很久的闷气，等着他来哄，也许到最后他根本都不知道自己哪句话说错了。所以我现在明白，沟通一定是最重要的，你生气，你不理他，你哭，只会让他觉得无理取闹，你以为他能明白，你以为他能理解，但是在他们眼里，只会觉得不知所谓。有的事你不说，他们永远也不会知道。

但是我很真。

有时候，我会突然不自信；有时候，我会拿不出勇气；有时候，我会假装很快乐；有时候，我也会任性；有时候，我也想要对一个人撒娇，偶尔耍小孩子脾气；我会为小小的事掉眼泪；我也会为小小的事兴奋睡不着；一直以来，我都觉得自己不够好，我承认，我不算完美，但是我很真。

Today working alone and i have been very busy but anyway the time pass fast and I feeling kind of tired with this job sometime mainly due to the staff I'm working with a dumb useless guy..
Feeling my heart is so tired by now and all i want is just do nothing..
I'm having sore throat,ulcers and gastric today..as kind of dun feel like eating at all..
Now I'm still at my office and done with the last client of my dumb staff but I'm happy that they're happy with my service and asked can they still call me even that is my staff who gonna handle they cases..
I say ok but unwillingly as what choice do i have when this branch is in charge by me...
I already reject 2 of his client who want me to handle they cases as what the point when I'm de one who is doing the job and his de one who got the deal under his name ..
Just reached home and my gastric is killing me and I feel like wanna puke ..T.T...sob ..sob

【爱情心理】

总会有那么一个人，或许他很优秀他很好看；又或许他什么都没有，长得也不好看，可是我们就是爱他；我们就是会为他付出，为他等待，为他连自己都不认识自己。在我们懵懂的时候，总会有这么个人，让我们为他犯贱很多年。最后幡然醒悟回看：这个人不过如此，只是我们的“固执”在爱他。

如果你不爱我了，我就立刻止损，绝不犯贱。

当你爱我的时候，我就拼命的爱你。但如果你不爱我了，我就立刻止损，绝不犯贱。爱情这种事情，是你情我愿的，两个人相爱才叫爱情，只有一个人贴上去，那还不如趁早相忘江湖。。平凡人有平凡人的浪漫，不需要惊天动地，而是天长日久。因为让你记忆最深刻的不是爱情，陪伴你度过最久时间的，才是爱情。

The happiness of your life depends on the quality of your thoughts.——你思想的深度，决定了你生活的幸福度。

Hilary Duff - Someone's Watching Over Me (Music Video)

如果一个人真的足够在乎你，
那么他总能挤出时间来陪你，
没有借口、谎言，
没有不兑现的诺言。

• 

(*☻-☻*) Cooking Simple Pasta (*☻-☻*)

天蝎内心

天蝎内心敏感,忧伤是挂在脸上的。开心时就把面具一撩甩开了疯啊笑啊,难过时虽不至于当众哭哭啼啼但是那写满忧郁冷冰冰的脸就是最好的证明了。你如果不懂Ta为什么生气或难过也不知道该如何安慰,那就什么都别问别说,请安静的坐在蝎子身边,蝎子心理治疗能力超强的,他们自己会好,需要的只是时间。
 

獨家記憶

:I want to be his favorite hello and his hardest goodbye. / 我要成为他最心动的相遇，最不舍的离别。

:感情久了，就不是爱了，
而是依赖；然后当失去时，那并不是痛，而是不舍。

不是每个擦肩而过的人都会相识，也不是每个相识的人都会让人牵挂，至少，我们在今生，在那个地方，在一转身的时候没有错过。偌大的地球上能和你相遇，真的不容易，感谢上天给了我们这次相识相知的缘份。别忘了，你的世界我曾经来过。

I'm still a wake since I woke up at 2:30am ....Omg!!!!!(¬_¬)second day I sleep less den 4 hour already (-.-;)y-~~~worst part is I dun feel sleep but keep loosing weigh till I got to buy new pants as I love short pants so much...Hazi! When at work yesterday my foot cramp and also when I shopping so dame pain (T_T)II..But today I'm happy that someone msg me as your msg mean alot to me(*☻-☻*) As I always believe in myself and believe and trust de one I love cos what de point being together when you dun trust and the relationship will never last long. For me I keep telling myself i dun care when starting to know him but it's so hard to do it den say so I give in to my feeling to love. Hope we could share de same feeling forever.

*\(^o^)/* New Family member*\(^o^)/*

明明自己心里有很多话要说，却不知道怎样表达。有时候很低落，觉得自己其实一无所有，仿佛被世界抛弃。明明自己身边有很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单。有时候很想放纵自己，希望自己彻彻底底醉一次，醒来后就能把什么都忘记。明明有着自己的梦想，却是力不从心。有时候握得越紧，失去得也越快。

只是在一个人发着呆，只是在一个瞬间，只是忽然，很想你。

【每个人似乎都有一个绚丽多姿的梦】

梦想，是一个让人魂牵梦絮的至高境界。为了梦想，人们可以不顾一切，孜孜以求，甘洒血汗。现在，我们只得把梦想小心翼翼地封存梦想在阴漓的岁月里，时常把她引领出来，带她到阳光下漫步留连，美丽心灵。把梦想挂在心灵的风帆，是因  为生命之中不能没有梦...

Today woke up at 5am feeling stomach pain and was unable to sleep back that also mean i only sleep for 3 hour only ...At 8pm my fren fetch me from breakfast and send me to work.
So far ppl who really can be fren with me for long is ppl who have no demand from me.
And I'm just not that kind who flirt around even my look do make me look like one:p
Day before i have scolded a guy after i msg him dun msg me as I'm in bad mood but he keep messaging till i really piss off and scold him til today he still msg even that i dun reply so just now when my bro is back he teach me how to block ppl on Line but not one i blocked is few...feel evil but dun happy with it...Mua hahaha W(`0`)W Sometime i do feel i dun really have much gal fren in life other den ppl who work with me as some give me de feeling that they think i will scratch they're bf but to me if anyone can do it den what de point of having him as your guy...as being together is more about trust and feeling both share...But i still do feel sad when he never msg  me but other do...But he say cos i nv reply him but i really did as i only receive his msg once but i msg him 3 time...But as long he fine  i will be happy..

(*☻-☻*)五点钟了肚子好餓呀(*☻-☻*)

(^.^)Famous 328 Katong Laska，(^.^)

親人- 下一站, 幸福 MV [English Subbed]

別打開 禮物的緞帶 最初充滿期待 最後都腐敗
別打開 午夜的電臺 別讓情歌反覆再愚弄

而愛 並沒有教給我生存 只教我交易虛榮給天真
可是愛 讓我們變成陌生人 卻變不了更高尚的靈魂

不要吻我 只要抱著我 不要愛我 做我的親人
把手借我 一天一分鐘 做我最親密的親人
不是誰的情人 誰的某某某


就算我 全身濕透透 我也不再被誰 牽著鼻子走
如果我 還握住拳頭 可能我怕我的夢飛走

而愛 並不如你想的萬能 不能讓我們不再戰爭
可是愛 連慈悲也沒多慈悲 誰愛越深越容易被犧牲

不要吻我 只要抱著我 不要愛我 做我的親人
把手借我 一天一分鐘 讓我還敢做我的夢
做我夢中偉大的微笑的英雄

Sunday morning Breakfast(*☻-☻*)

Se7en - Come Back to Me (Part 2) :: MV :: HQ

I was thinking ppl change they're way of thinking everyday and how about de feeling ??
What I'm feeling now is maybe it's better to let thing be .....As we should believe in ppl we truly loved as if you are meant to be ,
no one can break you up but if it's not, no matter how tight u hold u cant keep his heart..
Maybe a lot of thing effected me emotionally is mostly about my family back ground as my daddy left my mommy for other women and blame my mommy for his own mistake, on de other hand my elder bro is married with a gf outside but his gf had de same story as him..Sometime i was thinking what de point of getting married when u are still unsure of your feeling to de one you married??
I'm sorry if sometime I'm kind of bothering due to my emotion.
But I do feel we have been spending less es time on each other den before maybe you are busy or.....???.....But i dun wish to think... just be yourself my Bibi.......nite nite and sleep tight as i needed to wake up early tml..

Don't not take people's care for granted. No matter how much they love you, people get tired eventually.不要把别人的关心当成理所当然。不管他有多爱你，最终也会有疲惫的一天。

To keep a relationship with love: Admit it whenever you’re wrong, and when you’re right, shut up. -----如果你错了，就赶紧承认；如果你是对的，那就闭上你的嘴。

5月20日跟你的亲人、爱人、朋友，说声：我爱你！

人生的最大遗憾莫过于错误地坚持了不该坚持的，轻易地放弃了不该放弃的……

Lee Hom王力宏-爱错

北风毫不留情 把叶子吹落 脆弱的她选择了逃脱
叶子失去消息 风才感觉寂寞 整个冬天
北风的痛没人能说
* 我从来没想过 我会这样做 从来没爱过 所以爱错
我从哪里起飞 从哪里降落 多少不能原谅的错
却不能重来过 *
翻开回忆角落 完美的生活 以为幸福都可以掌握
仔细回味当初 那个故事背后 Oh 原来是我
犯下从没承认的错
Repeat *
在这少了你的世界 Oh
找不回那些感觉 其实我不想道别 那些过去
我从来没想过 我会这样做
从来没爱过 所以爱错 (从来没有爱过那么认真)
我从哪里起飞 从哪里降落
多少不能原谅的错 却不能重来过
我从来没想过 我会这样做
从来没爱过 所以爱错 我从哪里起飞 从哪里降落
多少不能原谅的错 请你原谅我的爱错

李玖哲-想太多 (弘音)KTV

【不要用冷漠回应天蝎的爱】

你一定会后悔，当被漠视多了天蝎就不会再对你热情。不是绝情是理智到懂得你根本不值得付出。不要想着天蝎对你的好是理所当然的。当她想通一切的时候，你想挽留根本就不可能。就算回头只会越来越陌生。说穿了，不要在天蝎爱你的时候选择伤害，你伤不起！

《爱上浪漫》

痛苦的起因就在于差异变得越来越大，两个在彼此相容的阶段相遇的人随着时间的推移，发现彼此其实并不向着同一个方向前进，某一阶段的相容性仅仅是在一条宽阔的叉路上偶然重叠到了一起。

Stalker again!!

Stalker Angeline & de Z this morning :p

Stalker Naomi trying to add me on Facebook

Think they're really sick or what do they want from me Crazy ppl who got nothing much to do in life??

This is what Anthony buy for my mommy(^_-)from China

Gift from Anthony dear after back from China Business trip.

End of Cyber Life on tagged

Finally i make up my mind to leave tagged as ppl there are so fake all they want is sex and gal with look as they gf to me nothing really matter as i have been thought the worst time of my life nearly die cos of someone ..Do u think anything else will matter...As to me most ppl only care about they're own feeling like u that why when hurting my feeling dun really matter at all..
That why I'm choosing to leave cyber life n you're cyber feeling to me.. but my blogger will still go on as this is my place  and my world .
To ppl who really know me in real life know that I'm never someone who act or fake but i never really do much on tagged other den posting photo , feeling, reject ppl and blocking sicko guy..Really spending a month on tagged make me so fake just like being make use of like a toys to past time ..When u happy u chat with  me ,when u tired u chat with other..
i really loose control of my emotion to a person who only care about his own feeling and leave me feeling so useless crying for nothing but in de end I'm still the one who's wrong...
Think is time to wake up and work hard for my real life...That why i feel like laughing after thinking back what i have done n say...I'm no more a child and I'm not looking for anything on tagged ,den why wast my time letting someone make me feeling so weak deep inside..Cos if the person is real and really love u he will never treat u this way or make u sad..I believe tml will be a better day when time come there will be someone who really worth to love as i always believe love is not about saying but whether how willing u are to the person u love...To me as long  as i could feel you're  true hearted i will never leave u till u stop loving me..

The main reason to leaving tagged is cos i know i will forgive u once u show a little care to me but thing will happen over n over again..And i dun wish to lost control once again after i woke up from sadness and tears that u dun even care at all..

There ppl and ex gf s of someone stalking  me just for they're guy when i never even did anything at all and in the end what he say to me is did u even msg her  that really disappointed me as being together is about trust and if the person trust his ex gf more den me den where do i stand in he's heart??

But my feeling is telling me Naomi S and angeline is de same person as not much ppl willing to do thing like that if is not they bf and even find me in facebook to add me...i have enough of them.

Think that all for today ....sweetdream n slp tight..