有时候，我会突然不自信；有时候，我会拿不出勇气；有时候，我会假装很快乐；有时候，我也会任性；有时候，我也想要对一个人撒娇，偶尔耍小孩子脾气；我会为小小的事掉眼泪；我也会为小小的事兴奋睡不着；一直以来，我都觉得自己不够好，我承认，我不算完美，但是我很真。

【天蝎座6月占星运势】

6月你的心情开始转好，情绪也比之前较为高涨，变得比平时更爱玩爱闹，整个人也会开朗很多。12日之后，在木星的帮助下，无论是事业还是爱情，都将给你的生活带来翻天覆地的崭新变革。由长辈、上司帮助提拔，事业如日中升，新机遇也随之而来。宜保持良好的心态！开运物品：美食。

夜越深，越想对某个人，说：我想你了！

(T ^ T) 我生病了感觉好难受呀(T ^ T)

今天我生病了可還是工作我感觉好难过。。。好想哭呀因为我好痛好心苦。。说话也痛，胃也痛，可是我真的吃不下东西只想你真心的关心我吧了。。

Morning World ^^

Once again it a new start of day ^^ forget about yesterday saddness and ppl who not worth our love.
Start our new day with new hope and feeling.. Yesterday i got mix feeling about guy in this world there ppl who msg me but i dun even reply but they are never tired of doing that but im just someone who not easy to woo as feeling mean so much to me once u dun have de attration there wont be much chance but once u given chance but u treated me like nothing i'm a easy giving up person in love..As i always believe ppl who really love will try he best to spend time with me and understand me..
Now i wont think so much or wait for anyone anymore but i'm gonna plan for my Christmas Shanghai celebrating and im missing de place so much as Christmas there is cold but romantic to spend time with one u love ^^ hug and feel de winter feeling of love.

Never wast time on ppl who dun worth your love and in this world there someone who really worst it and meant for u just believe in God and faith ,your heart will bring you to him/she..

Billy Ocean - There'll Be Sad Songs (To Make You Cry).flv

My all time favorite song as it really show de feeling of ppl in love...a song that really melt my heart so deeply...

Yesterday was kind of bad day to me since I woke up in de morning(T_T) other den sad dream that make me cry...Mis communication with friend in de afternoon that piss me off cos of our appointment and worst part is few unknown call from oversea guy who I dun even know or understand what de hell his talking at all even after I tell him stop calling my number retarted guy..But I dun really care as I nv given anyone my number and ppl who i given i know them somehow so who care the retarted one who calling is?? This time home I received a lot of new tops again!! They're Kind of cute and sweet after trying on few (*☻-☻*) will post some out as I took pic while trying on.....My huai ren say he is in china now ??? Omg!!

(T_T) 我哭醒了(T_T)

Last nite I was so restless and unable to sleep well but de final drew was when I cry myself awake ...(T_T)  我依然感觉到梦境里的心痛和悲傷。。。

(*☻-☻*) 晚安啦大家 (-_-)zzz

Today I'm kind of tired but I still went out to few places after work like library and shopping mall to fix my iPhone thing with my friend and also having dinner outside, I dun really feel like eating again! But I understand I must eat as I have been loosing alot of weigh this month but it not what i want...Maybe in life not all thing we have choice of our own so just love the ppl who care and love u and have fun with ppl who treated u bad or your hater as the more we are happy the more angry they're so just let them be the way they ask for.....

Hong Kong Sun Kee Dessert @ Tampines 1.

A glass of Milk before sleep ^^ But I end up crying a wake from my sleep cos of a dream :(

Official Adam Lambert "Time For Miracles" Music Video for 2012. In Theat...

A song that remind me when I was in my most painful time of my life...I'm hoping for a Miracles that will never happen at that moment of my life ...

有人说，如果你很想要一样东西，就放它走。如果它回来找你，那么它永远都是你的。要是它没有回来，那么不用再等了，因为它根本就不是你的！

只要你喜欢她，就喜欢她的一切

请记住，相爱的人不要轻易宣战，因为冷战带来的伤害，超出你的预计。 请记住，只要你喜欢她，没有什么是你接受不了的，只要你喜欢她，就喜欢她的一切。她所有的小性子所有的坏脾气臭毛病，在你眼里都是撒娇。请记住，她喜欢你，哪怕她说的不是她的真心话。她只是想你宠她，想你宠她，哪怕，没有道歉！

討厭的感觉

好喜欢有你在的感觉。。。你呢？？ 我也不知道为什么我会那样想你。。討厭那种没有你在的感觉可能你不会有同感。。。可是我就是不喜欢那种没有你在的感觉。为什么我会有这样的感觉我也不明白。。。只知到好討厭好討厭那样的感觉。。

生命中最重要

One day you will meet someone, who worth all your laugh and tears, who will treat you the best, who will make you his/her priority. ~~~总有一天你会遇上那么一个人，他让你的欢笑和泪水都有意义，他善待你，把你当成生命中最重要的那个。

我非常愛你!!

有时想想，如果不爱上你这个混蛋，我永远都不会知道爱情里的混蛋是什么模样。[偷笑]我非常愛你!!

Morning, I'm feeling kind of sad for de world we are living in now as human is sometime worst den animal as they hurt other just to get what they want. But i will not do anything like that which a gal on tagged call Angeline who do and bad mouth me cos of a guy. To me it's kind of meaningless doing such thing just to get a guy to be with u or even leave his gf...As i always believe everything we do ppl may not know but god know and this is not de first time it happen but story they say are different but all is about the guy they want..since first time it happen I'm never angry or mad just pity the gal who make de story, as she got to wast so much time thinking a way to bad mouth me someone she dun even know but hated so much Just for a guy. But what de point doing such thing? If he love u he will never leave nor matter what, if he leave no point doing such thing to make him stay. What meant to be will be...

【我喜欢的那个人，能不能问你4个问题】：

1、有没有一瞬间，你上线是为了找我，让我陪你聊天？

2、有没有那么一种感动，当你看到手机上有我发的短信时，嘴角会有一丝满意的微笑？

3、如果有一天我不再和你联系，你会主动联系我吗？

4、如果有一天，我彻底的在你的世界里消失，你会不会想起有我？

未来

When I wake up every morning, the greatest joy is gazing upon you and sunshine, that is the future I desire.每天早上醒来，最大的愉悦就是看到你和阳光都在，这就是我想要的未来。

总是

每个人在成长中都会受很多伤，会哭泣悲伤，会觉得痛。许多事情，总是在经历过后才明白。痛过了，便坚强了；跨过了，便成熟了；傻过了，便懂得了适时的珍惜与放弃。总是在失去了什么，才能学会珍惜什么；总是在碰了壁，才能学会改变什么，放弃什么；总是在疼过之后，才能学会做一个全新的自己。

谁若用真心对我，我便拿命去珍惜。这句话永远不会过期！

Janice Wei 衛蘭 - Speechless Lyrics

Some might say, love is like, fairytale
But I say, love can be, hurtful still, oooh
Cos we are, all human,
we all make mistake and never regret
We know we won't be together is just a matter of time
Just a matter of time

We never speak with all the truth from heart
We made it wrony and we broke it from start
No matter how we tried and tried
Ever though we cried and cried and cried

We'll never fix the wound that's lying inside
We might as well just let it die and say goodbye
Maybe one day we'll realise
The reasons hiding behind

Some might say,love is like,fairytale
But I say,love can be,hurtful still,oooh
Cos we are,all human,
we all make mistake and never regret
We know we won't be together is just a matter of time
It's all a matter of time

We never speak with all the truth from heart
We made it wrony and we broke it from start
No matter how we tried and tried
Ever though we cried and cried and cried

We'll never fix the wound that's lying inside
We might as well just let it die and say goodbye
Maybe one day we'll realise
The reasons hiding behind

It's all kept inside
We both are hurting inside


*This song show my feeling and touch my heart so deeply till I'm crying now after hearing it*

I was unable to sleep again due to headache feeling my Brain is cracking in to pieces and de pain is hard to bear (T_T)。。til my tears start falling and I just took de painkiller...but it will be worst as later still got to work as one of my staff is off and i got to do my  month end report by today....so  it either pain or dizziness for me to choose ....so sometime I started to feel what de point of having a bf when all he care is himself and when I'm in pain or needed someone to care who there? Think he have change from, first someone who Waited to chat every night with me to someone who dun really care and all he care is about himself , when I waited for him every night but he Mia or watching his movie leaving me there waiting for his reply after just a msg to me....or even reply my msg after a day only when he able to go online on tagged but dun even bother to reply my msg so how will u feel if u are me? I really miss the one whom I first knew who will reply or will let me know if he's going off line to sleep or other not now someone who let me waited for unknown ....time really show de true color of ppl... Sometime love is more about understand den just trust...I given him my trust and understand but what I got in return is I'm not caring and his cold treatment day by day....time for me to wake up and move on as no one will change for de sake love... Hope he is better off without me and find someone better..

有时候，你放弃了某个人，不是因为你不再在乎。而是因为你意识到他不在乎你了。

(¬_¬) Asthma Symptoms (¬_¬)

Today I'm trying not to use de nose spray but now i end up feeling so breathless ,cough and unwell kind of Asthma symptoms ..(¬_¬)。

Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. /不要为那些不愿在你身上花费时间的人而浪费你的时间。

：你能找一个理由让自己伤心，也能找一个理由让自己快乐。早安~

~

Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love (US Version)

Today I'm kind of dame disappointed with someone but it's fine as there won't be next time cos from Now onward he Wont have de second chance to do it like he always do....as everything is more importune to him den spending time with me.....So just let it be... i'm kind of really disappointed to de max...Dun ever say that you love me when I mean nothing at all to u den anything in your life....He say that i dun care or even scold him, i never  scold cos i believe in him and if i dun care why will i worry whether he sick everytime he mia den angry.... Now i started to feel no matter what i did all he know is himself and his feeling...mayb I'm never de one ..Hope u find someone who your kind den....takecare and all de best to u...

Sometimes, all I really need is someone to hug me tight and refuse to let me go until I feel all better. /有时，我只是想能有个人，紧紧抱着我不放，直到我的心情真的好起来。

Taylor Swift - White Horse

I'm not a princess........

Cold as You - Taylor Swift

《懂你还是爱你》

懂你的人，会用你所需要的方式去爱你。不懂你的人，会用他所需要的方式去爱你。于是，懂你的人常是事半功倍，他爱得自如你受得幸福。不懂你的人，常是事倍功半，他爱得吃力你受得辛苦。两个人的世界里，懂比爱，更难做到。一个人若不能真正做到懂你，那他的爱，越深越磨人……

天蝎座的另一半

与天蝎女闹小别扭时，希望对方一定要先站出来。天蝎座的女生都很倔。即使明明很喜欢你，明明很想再听你声音，她也会忍着不打电话给你。这时候她是非常难受的，她一直在期待手机屏幕里出现你的名字，能看到你打来的电话。发来的信息，天蝎座的另一半，请包容天蝎座。

抱最大希望，尽最大努力，做最坏打算，持最好心态。记住该记住的，忘记该忘记的，改变能改变的，接受成事实的。太阳总是新的，每天都是美好的日子。
早安

人生没有如果，只有面对。有些事，注定了无法挽回，我只能默默告诫自己，不要难过，做最真实的自己。既然，所有的努力都做过了，并竭尽了全力，就不会因不曾努力而遗憾终身。只要问心无愧，就坦然接受，这才是聪慧的，也是坚强的。

没有电话，没有问候，没有按时赴约。你太忙，我明白。如果有一天我不爱你了，就轮到你明白了。。

(^_−)−☆老伴豆花(^_^*)

It's a must try dessert at Old Airport Road Hawker Centre Blk 51,#01-127.

(^_−)−☆老伴豆花(^_^*)

女人最大的骄傲不是她的长相有多出众 而是她的男人有多疼她。

【天蝎座】

只想平淡地爱，但要刻骨铭心。天蝎不喜欢争吵，大多数情况下会用沉默来代替内心的不安。天蝎对待爱情是傻傻的，直直的，但对爱人钟爱不渝。多年深爱一个人是天歇的特征，且很珍惜与对方亲密相处的时光。天蝎们，深沉，敏感，执着，专一！

(^_−)−☆ The old Malaya cafe(^_-)

It's meaning less to got your msg reply only after u ask them to or msg them u hate it when u knew that they have readied your msg...think I will not do that anymore as I'm a easy give up person..... I'm tired after it happen again n again time to time.....Think today I'm really really too tired ,my body and soul cos of overwork without meal and it making me kind of emotional ..before slp I cut my own hair...Having my meal at 12am is first in my life time..

*\(^o^)/* KFC from Client today*\(^o^)/*

Morning my Love ^^ early in the morning i was busy with my online selling as i have not  relist the item after it have end  selling last week...Bad gal so now i start to relist the item one by one again!! Feeling my gastric after i woke up but still enjoy my mommy home make coffee while doing my work..Cos I always believe doing my best in everything in my life like being a good daughter, being a good gf ,being a good branch manager,being a good mommy and a best wife next time :p As i dun want to feel regret for what i have not done.. So far as being a good gf I think most of my ex bf are fine just that I'm mostly kind of baby and they always treat me like one, like reminding me to eat my  meal cos of my gastric and touching and  my face & nose just like a baby....I never ever ask much from my bf as all i want is  that they never ever lie to me and dun force me to do thing that  i dun want to do ...But most of my ex bf bigger  mistake is forcing me to move out or wanna move in to my place as i never will unless they are my husband cos i will never do thing to break my mommy heart ever again!! As if he really love me he will never do that, To me all they care is what they want  and they're own feeling but not my feeling...Now I'm working hard for myself and my family ^^ let jia you and work hard for our dream baby.
It time to prepare for work again!!

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real!生命中总有些时刻，你是如此想念某人，恨不得能把他们从你的幻想里抓出来，结结实实的抱一个。