生命中最重要

One day you will meet someone, who worth all your laugh and tears, who will treat you the best, who will make you his/her priority. ~~~总有一天你会遇上那么一个人，他让你的欢笑和泪水都有意义，他善待你，把你当成生命中最重要的那个。

我非常愛你!!

有时想想，如果不爱上你这个混蛋，我永远都不会知道爱情里的混蛋是什么模样。[偷笑]我非常愛你!!

Morning, I'm feeling kind of sad for de world we are living in now as human is sometime worst den animal as they hurt other just to get what they want. But i will not do anything like that which a gal on tagged call Angeline who do and bad mouth me cos of a guy. To me it's kind of meaningless doing such thing just to get a guy to be with u or even leave his gf...As i always believe everything we do ppl may not know but god know and this is not de first time it happen but story they say are different but all is about the guy they want..since first time it happen I'm never angry or mad just pity the gal who make de story, as she got to wast so much time thinking a way to bad mouth me someone she dun even know but hated so much Just for a guy. But what de point doing such thing? If he love u he will never leave nor matter what, if he leave no point doing such thing to make him stay. What meant to be will be...

【我喜欢的那个人，能不能问你4个问题】：

1、有没有一瞬间，你上线是为了找我，让我陪你聊天？

2、有没有那么一种感动，当你看到手机上有我发的短信时，嘴角会有一丝满意的微笑？

3、如果有一天我不再和你联系，你会主动联系我吗？

4、如果有一天，我彻底的在你的世界里消失，你会不会想起有我？

未来

When I wake up every morning, the greatest joy is gazing upon you and sunshine, that is the future I desire.每天早上醒来，最大的愉悦就是看到你和阳光都在，这就是我想要的未来。

总是

每个人在成长中都会受很多伤，会哭泣悲伤，会觉得痛。许多事情，总是在经历过后才明白。痛过了，便坚强了；跨过了，便成熟了；傻过了，便懂得了适时的珍惜与放弃。总是在失去了什么，才能学会珍惜什么；总是在碰了壁，才能学会改变什么，放弃什么；总是在疼过之后，才能学会做一个全新的自己。

谁若用真心对我，我便拿命去珍惜。这句话永远不会过期！

Janice Wei 衛蘭 - Speechless Lyrics

Some might say, love is like, fairytale
But I say, love can be, hurtful still, oooh
Cos we are, all human,
we all make mistake and never regret
We know we won't be together is just a matter of time
Just a matter of time

We never speak with all the truth from heart
We made it wrony and we broke it from start
No matter how we tried and tried
Ever though we cried and cried and cried

We'll never fix the wound that's lying inside
We might as well just let it die and say goodbye
Maybe one day we'll realise
The reasons hiding behind

Some might say,love is like,fairytale
But I say,love can be,hurtful still,oooh
Cos we are,all human,
we all make mistake and never regret
We know we won't be together is just a matter of time
It's all a matter of time

We never speak with all the truth from heart
We made it wrony and we broke it from start
No matter how we tried and tried
Ever though we cried and cried and cried

We'll never fix the wound that's lying inside
We might as well just let it die and say goodbye
Maybe one day we'll realise
The reasons hiding behind

It's all kept inside
We both are hurting inside


*This song show my feeling and touch my heart so deeply till I'm crying now after hearing it*

I was unable to sleep again due to headache feeling my Brain is cracking in to pieces and de pain is hard to bear (T_T)。。til my tears start falling and I just took de painkiller...but it will be worst as later still got to work as one of my staff is off and i got to do my  month end report by today....so  it either pain or dizziness for me to choose ....so sometime I started to feel what de point of having a bf when all he care is himself and when I'm in pain or needed someone to care who there? Think he have change from, first someone who Waited to chat every night with me to someone who dun really care and all he care is about himself , when I waited for him every night but he Mia or watching his movie leaving me there waiting for his reply after just a msg to me....or even reply my msg after a day only when he able to go online on tagged but dun even bother to reply my msg so how will u feel if u are me? I really miss the one whom I first knew who will reply or will let me know if he's going off line to sleep or other not now someone who let me waited for unknown ....time really show de true color of ppl... Sometime love is more about understand den just trust...I given him my trust and understand but what I got in return is I'm not caring and his cold treatment day by day....time for me to wake up and move on as no one will change for de sake love... Hope he is better off without me and find someone better..

有时候，你放弃了某个人，不是因为你不再在乎。而是因为你意识到他不在乎你了。

(¬_¬) Asthma Symptoms (¬_¬)

Today I'm trying not to use de nose spray but now i end up feeling so breathless ,cough and unwell kind of Asthma symptoms ..(¬_¬)。

Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. /不要为那些不愿在你身上花费时间的人而浪费你的时间。

：你能找一个理由让自己伤心，也能找一个理由让自己快乐。早安~

~

Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love (US Version)

Today I'm kind of dame disappointed with someone but it's fine as there won't be next time cos from Now onward he Wont have de second chance to do it like he always do....as everything is more importune to him den spending time with me.....So just let it be... i'm kind of really disappointed to de max...Dun ever say that you love me when I mean nothing at all to u den anything in your life....He say that i dun care or even scold him, i never  scold cos i believe in him and if i dun care why will i worry whether he sick everytime he mia den angry.... Now i started to feel no matter what i did all he know is himself and his feeling...mayb I'm never de one ..Hope u find someone who your kind den....takecare and all de best to u...

Sometimes, all I really need is someone to hug me tight and refuse to let me go until I feel all better. /有时，我只是想能有个人，紧紧抱着我不放，直到我的心情真的好起来。

Taylor Swift - White Horse

I'm not a princess........

Cold as You - Taylor Swift

《懂你还是爱你》

懂你的人，会用你所需要的方式去爱你。不懂你的人，会用他所需要的方式去爱你。于是，懂你的人常是事半功倍，他爱得自如你受得幸福。不懂你的人，常是事倍功半，他爱得吃力你受得辛苦。两个人的世界里，懂比爱，更难做到。一个人若不能真正做到懂你，那他的爱，越深越磨人……

天蝎座的另一半

与天蝎女闹小别扭时，希望对方一定要先站出来。天蝎座的女生都很倔。即使明明很喜欢你，明明很想再听你声音，她也会忍着不打电话给你。这时候她是非常难受的，她一直在期待手机屏幕里出现你的名字，能看到你打来的电话。发来的信息，天蝎座的另一半，请包容天蝎座。

抱最大希望，尽最大努力，做最坏打算，持最好心态。记住该记住的，忘记该忘记的，改变能改变的，接受成事实的。太阳总是新的，每天都是美好的日子。
早安

人生没有如果，只有面对。有些事，注定了无法挽回，我只能默默告诫自己，不要难过，做最真实的自己。既然，所有的努力都做过了，并竭尽了全力，就不会因不曾努力而遗憾终身。只要问心无愧，就坦然接受，这才是聪慧的，也是坚强的。

没有电话，没有问候，没有按时赴约。你太忙，我明白。如果有一天我不爱你了，就轮到你明白了。。

(^_−)−☆老伴豆花(^_^*)

It's a must try dessert at Old Airport Road Hawker Centre Blk 51,#01-127.

(^_−)−☆老伴豆花(^_^*)

女人最大的骄傲不是她的长相有多出众 而是她的男人有多疼她。

【天蝎座】

只想平淡地爱，但要刻骨铭心。天蝎不喜欢争吵，大多数情况下会用沉默来代替内心的不安。天蝎对待爱情是傻傻的，直直的，但对爱人钟爱不渝。多年深爱一个人是天歇的特征，且很珍惜与对方亲密相处的时光。天蝎们，深沉，敏感，执着，专一！

(^_−)−☆ The old Malaya cafe(^_-)

It's meaning less to got your msg reply only after u ask them to or msg them u hate it when u knew that they have readied your msg...think I will not do that anymore as I'm a easy give up person..... I'm tired after it happen again n again time to time.....Think today I'm really really too tired ,my body and soul cos of overwork without meal and it making me kind of emotional ..before slp I cut my own hair...Having my meal at 12am is first in my life time..

*\(^o^)/* KFC from Client today*\(^o^)/*

Morning my Love ^^ early in the morning i was busy with my online selling as i have not  relist the item after it have end  selling last week...Bad gal so now i start to relist the item one by one again!! Feeling my gastric after i woke up but still enjoy my mommy home make coffee while doing my work..Cos I always believe doing my best in everything in my life like being a good daughter, being a good gf ,being a good branch manager,being a good mommy and a best wife next time :p As i dun want to feel regret for what i have not done.. So far as being a good gf I think most of my ex bf are fine just that I'm mostly kind of baby and they always treat me like one, like reminding me to eat my  meal cos of my gastric and touching and  my face & nose just like a baby....I never ever ask much from my bf as all i want is  that they never ever lie to me and dun force me to do thing that  i dun want to do ...But most of my ex bf bigger  mistake is forcing me to move out or wanna move in to my place as i never will unless they are my husband cos i will never do thing to break my mommy heart ever again!! As if he really love me he will never do that, To me all they care is what they want  and they're own feeling but not my feeling...Now I'm working hard for myself and my family ^^ let jia you and work hard for our dream baby.
It time to prepare for work again!!

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real!生命中总有些时刻，你是如此想念某人，恨不得能把他们从你的幻想里抓出来，结结实实的抱一个。

Sometime I got this feeling of leaving de life I had now to a place  new to start a living but i know it will never happen as I love my family too much...Today I'm feeling kind of tired as having flu and cough  till i cant stop sneezing !  I came home earlier from work but someone is busy and cant spend time with me just like yesterday but it fine as everyone needed time of they're own just like me but mine is more on weekend having coffee and relaxing at cafe ..My kind of life is more like able to spend time with ppl i love relaxing and enjoying a nice cup of coffee with de best butter cookie, Or spending time by de seaside. As sea and Ocean give me de feeling of  freedom and a lot of good and bad memory of de past happen there.One more day it'll be my rest day again! But too bad I will be busy in de morning and got to bath my new pet as my mommy order in  de afternoon ): think that should be all for today..

每天醒来告诉自己：理由少一点，肚量大一点，做事多一点，嘴巴甜一点，脾气小一点，行动快一点，说话轻一点，效率高一点，微笑露一点，脑筋活一点！------那么，这样的生活就会美一点，每天就会快乐多一点！

他们永远也不会知道。

你因为他的一句话生气，自己生了很久的闷气，等着他来哄，也许到最后他根本都不知道自己哪句话说错了。所以我现在明白，沟通一定是最重要的，你生气，你不理他，你哭，只会让他觉得无理取闹，你以为他能明白，你以为他能理解，但是在他们眼里，只会觉得不知所谓。有的事你不说，他们永远也不会知道。

但是我很真。

有时候，我会突然不自信；有时候，我会拿不出勇气；有时候，我会假装很快乐；有时候，我也会任性；有时候，我也想要对一个人撒娇，偶尔耍小孩子脾气；我会为小小的事掉眼泪；我也会为小小的事兴奋睡不着；一直以来，我都觉得自己不够好，我承认，我不算完美，但是我很真。

Today working alone and i have been very busy but anyway the time pass fast and I feeling kind of tired with this job sometime mainly due to the staff I'm working with a dumb useless guy..
Feeling my heart is so tired by now and all i want is just do nothing..
I'm having sore throat,ulcers and gastric today..as kind of dun feel like eating at all..
Now I'm still at my office and done with the last client of my dumb staff but I'm happy that they're happy with my service and asked can they still call me even that is my staff who gonna handle they cases..
I say ok but unwillingly as what choice do i have when this branch is in charge by me...
I already reject 2 of his client who want me to handle they cases as what the point when I'm de one who is doing the job and his de one who got the deal under his name ..
Just reached home and my gastric is killing me and I feel like wanna puke ..T.T...sob ..sob

【爱情心理】

总会有那么一个人，或许他很优秀他很好看；又或许他什么都没有，长得也不好看，可是我们就是爱他；我们就是会为他付出，为他等待，为他连自己都不认识自己。在我们懵懂的时候，总会有这么个人，让我们为他犯贱很多年。最后幡然醒悟回看：这个人不过如此，只是我们的“固执”在爱他。

如果你不爱我了，我就立刻止损，绝不犯贱。

当你爱我的时候，我就拼命的爱你。但如果你不爱我了，我就立刻止损，绝不犯贱。爱情这种事情，是你情我愿的，两个人相爱才叫爱情，只有一个人贴上去，那还不如趁早相忘江湖。。平凡人有平凡人的浪漫，不需要惊天动地，而是天长日久。因为让你记忆最深刻的不是爱情，陪伴你度过最久时间的，才是爱情。

The happiness of your life depends on the quality of your thoughts.——你思想的深度，决定了你生活的幸福度。

Hilary Duff - Someone's Watching Over Me (Music Video)

如果一个人真的足够在乎你，
那么他总能挤出时间来陪你，
没有借口、谎言，
没有不兑现的诺言。

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(*☻-☻*) Cooking Simple Pasta (*☻-☻*)