Thought and Feeling

Sometime all i want is just someone who truly understand my feeling but it is not easy as I'm not that kind of ppl who would say out my true feeling as to me once i needed to say out it will be mean less to me even that u do it for me...

But most guy are careless with they gf  feeling and need....So far from guy i know only married guy are more in to understanding gal feeling and need so to attract gal to be with them even knowing they married ...They are mostly romantic and sensitive to got what they need in the rs outside they marriage.
As dun understand why im always the one they after or choose due to de feeling they got from me or other??

Worst part is that i have knew a guy from tagged for nearly 2 year but only reply his msg few time there
he since to be a nice person but i was very disappointed with what hhe want from me...As to his is he know me before he is married and have deep feeling for me..

But i told him as he is married ut never a good ideal to go out as there not meaning to it  and it better for him to spend more time with his wife den with me..as he only married Nov 2012..

Thing like this really make me feel what de point of getting married when most guy is never faithful like my daddy who treated my mommy badly and sold our house to be with his women outside.. Now all i want is to give my mommy a better life and take care of her til she old..if i could find someone who is true hearted to me mayb........