Weaker and Sicker now

Now i'm feeling even more sick fever,bodyache,puke and diarrhea. Worst den morning and at this time i'm feeling very weak and mommy have make me ate all de medicine :(. But this is de time i really learn that who really care and love me not just talk only like Yazoo who only talk and never ever care worst of all cant even reply my msg! But this is de last drew i'm never gonna wast my time on him as i ready given him too many chance but he never will learn to Treasure me.
But this time i'm not really sad as too many time make me numb.Now just after my medicine I got to sleep as next week i won't get to rest as due to on course i'm cant have my rest day :(but this is my chance to climb higher as not every manager got to go for de course and all along my Boss always let me handle my branch on my own and since i start working here she have visit us less as that also mean that she trusted me .
As to me i wanna to be my best and never depend on guy or anyone. My dream is to traval around de world once my mommy left me as there nothng to keep me here or stop me for my dream.
I will do my best !!!