Feeling deep inside my heart

How many people really understand how I feel deep in my heart ?? Maybe cos I'm a aged to understand person as I really dun even really know myself at all. I never regret leaving my ex company but I feel a little regret joining my new company and not start my own company ..I'm a easy going person but I got my limit of easy going  when  once  you hit my limit  you will never see the easy going me again! That my promise to all S hole!