Today I woke up early 5am and feeling unable to go out to buy coffee, so I sleep back again ..missing your morning call to me and you send a message to me [ love u ...call me tonight.] Why ...why ??? Why am I feeling so hopeless :( today ..thinking about future...How should I go?? And what should I do next?? As it's time to start planing..now my head is so ...so pain T^T