Smiling does not necessarily mean you're happy．Sometimes，it just means you're strong.微笑不一定就是开心，有时，微笑只说明你很坚强。 ​​​​

Today still down with Flu wanna go out for coffee but don't think I can do it as my body-ache and neck ache is killing me and I'm taking painkiller and back to bed once again,,,

多么痛的领悟 你曾是我的全部

Deep feeling and Thought

Sometime human is really hard to handle as we are live in a world full of selfish people who only care about themselves  and hurt other just to gain what they want or what benefit them most.

I always think for other but after few month of starting my own business I truly learn my lesson in a hard way and this truly make my heart so tired and disappointed.

I got to start thinking of what benefit my business most than just helping other and learn less than what i should.. after helping other and end up with problem that is should not have to face .
I truly feel so useless and helpless and I just not that kind of people who share my problem with other, I truly look strong but strong people still have they're  time feel weak and helpless ( Crying alone in the dark) I learn no one can be trusted other than family but I am handling my business by myself without help from them, but i believe I can over come every problem I face but I just need time to learn and get use to being independent and mentally strong.

This few day I've been very busy with work and still having flu and body-ache but every time when I'm busy with my work ,I truly forget about sick and pain that I'm having but my client have been truly loving buying food and drink and keep asking me to eat as I have lost a lot of weigh since last they seen me,

And a lot people keep ask why I not married ?why no bf ? As I truly don't believe in love and marriage as seeing people a round me and my dad, I  know most people sweet talk just to get what they want from your and than leave and I really don't have time for that than my creating my own future and giving my family a better living.

My dream is to able to travel around the whole by myself or maybe with someone i love , I love not look for love as I believe what will be will be... I happy being single with all my freedom to do what I want.

Think that should be all I'm gonna write today and all my best for my business.

薛之谦《天份》我有点疼但是我还能忍

My Christmas present 🎁

祝大家圣诞快乐。Merry Christmas to all 🎄

第一年當老闆的聖誕節，一早就起來忙公司的事可是一切都值得💋💋聖誕節快樂親愛的🎄

Birthday day celebration for Cool 😎 guy... with princess ❤️

I truly fortunate to have so many client that trusted in my service and me so many year ❤️thanks Eileen And her Husband for the lunch 🙏🏻

Thanks my Long term client Ms Han for the coffee snack from her holidays...💋💋💋

不要在一件别扭的事上纠缠太久。纠缠久了，你会烦，会痛，会厌，会累，会神伤，会心碎。实际上，到最后，你不是跟事过不去，而是跟自己过不去。无论多别扭，你都要学会抽身而退。不要因为去绝美风景的路上偶遇了一条臭水沟，而坏了欣赏美的心境，而耽误了其它的美，要想想你为什么来这里。 ​​​

Dinner treat at Collin’s by cool 😎...❤️

甜甜的❤️

Yes

My bubble tea delivery from 😎 after back to sg by Sharetea 💋💋💋u are best 🙏🏻

我相信肯努力的人,成功是必然的💍晚安咯🍮

人生至少一次，放空自己，放下所有，清净自己，做自己想做的❤️这就是我这幾天在做的事❤️別太想我喔💋

也许现在的你很累，但未来的路还很长，不要忘了当初为何而出发，是什么让你坚持到现在，勿忘初心。丢失的自己 ，只能一点一点捡回来。现在的我不配喊累， 因为我一无所有。把委屈和泪水都咽下去，输不起就不要输，死不了就站起来，告诉所有看不起你的人：我很好。

07Dec 2018

It's have been 7 day since my  update ,As per normal it’s a working day where I’m busy at Philippine embassy for my company accreditation where I was rushing here and there so I could get Everything done by today and collect back all document by next week and I never forget about my crazy shopping time at 3pm as going to Embassy  I got to settle my lunch by myself as don’t want to bring so much thing with me  .At office I spend time streaming at Bigo and this time I chat about topics that is my ex colleague Pauline who is kind of fat but use the photo and detail of other gal as herself to attract attention and chat with the guy with her cute and sweet voice and have online relationship with them and make those guy send gift and transfer fund for her own need but all ending is horrible once the guy found out who she really is and how she really look like  (they just have sex with her and left her) but that never since to bother her even after it happen time to time. Now I wonder how is she now after so many year have past. Hope she really find someone who is true to her and accept who she is  and her everything 🙏🏻

  A

“People throw rocks at things that shine,But they can’t take what’s belong to us.The stakes are high, the water's rough, But this love is ours. ”---人们会朝着发光发亮的东西扔小石子，但是他们夺不走那些属于我们的东西生活会让爱看上去异常的艰难风险是这样的高，水也是这样的汹涌。但是，爱，依 ​​​

True feeling and thought from my heart

Yesterday i took a day rest from work and spend time alone walking a round Bugi street after praying but other than the food that my young bro want I buy nothing this time as it was so pack and i hate that kind of feeling that we go to Q up no-matter what we want to buy.

I have no Love problem but some may think I have by look at what I mostly post online but that is past feeling now I'm kind of numb with alot of thing...am i ?? i wonder??

I got people and family who love me and here with me through thick and thin  for so long and never leave me even with my bad temper and demanding character.  I just wanna say thanks and I love all of you more than my life.

Now my heart is kind of tired after what that I have go through alone after start my own business I learn and see a lot of true character of human that truly break me down and make my heart tired and don't know who can be trusted.

And on Bigo someone use my pic to ask a guy out while I was a sleep after my medicine since 8pm.
I received msg from him ~are u coming out or not if not I will make a Uturn and go back.

I was Huh?? did u msg wrong person or not lor. So it a punk someone play on him but why me ?

Whoever it's if you think that really can make u happy than good for you but what will you get from this ? People who got no life and nothing better to do.

Let forget everything and start our day with prositive mind and most importune a smile.

終究會選個愛自己的人 然後忘掉那個深愛著的人 收起天真 不再 期待永恆 任憑你和日子長滿灰塵 然後關上門打開了另一扇門 或許開始 一段新的旅程 就能完整 可走到哪裡 還是會有惦記 熟悉的場景 都和你有聯繫 明明是想忘記 卻偏偏又想你 這樣的劇情 真的 沒道理 可走到哪裡 卻走不出回憶 雖然我很努力 試著去忘記 一直告誡自己 我們不會再有交集 有些事真的回不去 終究會選個愛自己的人 然後忘掉那個深愛著的人 收起天真 不再 期待永恆 任憑你和日子長滿灰塵 然後關上門打開了另一扇門 或許開始 一段新的旅程 就能完整 可走到哪裡 還是會有惦記 熟悉的場景 都和你有聯繫 明明是想忘記 卻偏偏又想你 這樣的劇情 真的 沒道理 可走到哪裡 卻走不出回憶 雖然我很努力 試著去忘記 一直告誡自己 我們不會再有交集 有些事真的回不去 可走到哪裡 卻走不出回憶 雖然我很努力 試著去忘記 一直告誡自己 我們不會再有交集 有些事真的回不去

https://youtu.be/mXYtJidVaPQ

Thanks my Client Mr Goh finance vice president of DBS for the gift from Italy n bird nest n lunch 🙏🏻感恩