女人

女人不吵了、不闹了，也许是真的不爱了，女人说要离开，其实是你让她失望了，女人故意在你面前提到别的男人，不是她花心，只是想让你多在乎她一点，女人不主动打电话、发信息给你，不是不想你，是她不够自信。不要报怨自己的女朋友脾气太怪，女人只对她爱的人发脾气。

aLin 今晚你想念的人是不是我 MV

是你找到了我
在我的心中刻下了你的承諾
難道你不遵守

思念糾纏著我
閉上眼我就忘了恨你的理由
想起那些溫柔

你為什麼 放開我的雙手
我試著體會生命充滿各種苦衷

我在黑暗之中尋找幸福的下落
等待原來那顆流星劃過我天空
總要在說完再見以後 才開始明白愛多濃
今晚你想念的人是不是我

因為絕望 所以學會祈求
我也不想讓心痛對我予取予求

我在黑暗之中尋找幸福的下落

等待原來那顆流星劃過我的天空
總要在說完再見以後 才開始明白愛多濃
今晚你想念的人是不是我

想要愛到最後的最後
想要和你再一次牽手
除非我背叛我的靈魂
除非我可以假裝快樂
除非你忍心放我一個人 難過 NO~

一無所有 我的天空
總要在說完再見以後 才開始明白愛多濃
今晚你想念的人是不是我

等你回頭 OH NO NO NO~~~
總要在說完再見以後 才開始明白愛多濃
今晚你想念的人是不是我

我想念的人 會不會懂

Once again late!! (¬_¬)

Once again I'm late for work cos of eating my breakfast (¬_¬) Last nite can't really sleep cos pain of my wound n cut of my finger is still pain (T_T) too ! Hope it will recover fast and won't leave scar on my skin (*☻-☻*)痛死我了啦！！ I'm feeling dame bad for always making mommy worry for me,I promise to be good and will try to take good care of myself always so never to make u worry for me (^_^)a。 Hope everything go smoothly at office today and I could go home fast. My heart is feeling so peace and relax all I can feel is pain on my hand and leg only..

Breakfast my mommy cook for me today^^ and it yummy!!

Until now my Hand and Leg is freaking pain and worst when I walk and Bathing time  ):

我快痛死了

已经喝了点酒，我的脸是红，我有点喝醉了，但手和腿的疼痛永远也没有消失..我快痛死了.

Nite nite to all I 'm going sleep, See u in dream land maybe only there I wont feel de pain there..

只有傻B男人才会和女人吵架。聪明的男人都知道，男人是吵不过女人的，抱住强吻就行了！

聪明的男人都知道，男人是吵不过女人的，抱住强吻就行了！(-_^)对呀哈哈哈！！

有的時候

有些話、我想說自然會說
不想說、聽到的也只是假話

有些話不想說給有些人聽
有些話說給有些人聽他們又不懂

有的時候又總是突然覺得
不知道該說些什麼話題
於是只好沉默 …

Love is not love

Love is not love untill you come across inevitable intrusion of unpredictable disappointments

一转身，就不知道谁会消失。

The world is such small,it's like when you turn around,you don't know who you will see. The world is so big,as if when you turn around,you never know who will disappear.-----世界真的很小，好像一转身，就不知道会遇见谁；世界真的很大，好像一转身，就不知道谁会消失。

相爱的人

相爱的人会在感情的曲折里一起成长,相爱的人不会因为一句分手而结束,更不会因为一个错误而真的做到一次不忠百次不容。一路下去爱越来越深,只会深深的相爱着,懂得对方的好,不会再分开。简单的不一定是最好的，但最好的一定是简单的。

Love is

Love is not being with someone who has the right ''qualifications''. Love is being with someone who is imperfect but you love them anyway.

(T_T)我跌倒了，现在我的腿在流血很痛很痛呀(T_T)

So Sad n pain my hand and Leg ):

Pain Freaking pain when cleaning de wound T.T sob..sob

Worst wound from this fall and it my first and worst fall ..T.T.

梁靜茹-會呼吸的痛MV

在东京铁塔第一次眺望
看灯火模仿坠落的星光
我终於到达但却更悲伤
一个人完成我们的梦想

你总说时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

梁静茹-会呼吸的痛

没看你脸上张扬过哀伤
那是种多么寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙让我去流浪
在原地等我把自己捆绑

你没说你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动自我地过

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了

(T_T) Cut my poor finger (T_T)

Omg! Early in de morning I got my finger cut all cos opening my gastric pill medicine (T_T) it so painful as it deep cut near my finger and nail. Bad start for a rest day for me, Feeling tired now as yesterday was a bad and busy day. last nite I was woke up cos of someone watapp me at 1am when I was feeling dame tired but later finding it hard to fall a sleep after being woke up (¬_¬) Wondering why do ppl msg and wake other up just to say they miss u so much when both of u dun even really close ,even after knowing for more den a year? Worst part is he is  already married with his wife at home? Why is guy really thinking now a day? But it dun really bother me as it dun really matter to me as my family guy are also no different from them my dad and bro...Haiz! Think I'm almost numb from feeling love and all I want is to Traval around de world once I have save enough to do so ,As to me it never a must to get married or have someone. All my mommy want is just me being happy , not get marry for de sake of being married is a must. Now I'm doing my online listing and having my breakfast (¬_¬) Mommy always force me to eat so much..I'm really tired of eating but now got to stop and eat before my mommy start nagging at me.

Trapt inside my mind

The words come from the pain
like an addict gets their addiction from the drug
My thoughts come from the pen
like love comes from a lovers heart
The tears fall from my eyes
like rain falling from the sky
The darkness comes from the scars
like the night does to day
These feelings suround me
I can't escape them
like being trapt inside my mind
That's why I write
to get away from myself
Because I am the addict
and I am the lover
Who stands in the rain
to hide the scars.

(T_T) 天蝎座 (T ^ T)

:典型的天蝎座…宁愿硬撑到死也不要别人看到她的泪…宁愿一个人舔伤口也不愿意让别人看到他的伤…宁愿被误会也不愿意去解释…其实天蝎座不坚强…他只是在硬撑…可惜的是没人懂…天蝎座想有人懂却又怕人懂…

Month end again!!

Today once again it month end and needed to rush for de sales report so all staff could get they salary on time. There more den that to done also de paper work and my staff application needed to help him apply but de worst part was an customer husband came down to give problem all cos of an S$140.00 refund even that we already prepare Cash to be refunded to them as the Helper resign from coming into singapore. And he was so rude and saying that he will log a complain but I reply him thank you.

That really making me dame moody and upset until now ): why now a day guy really dame cheap act like a gangter all just for S$140.00 ONLY wonder is he really that poor and still give problem after de refund.

I'm kind of giving up with my job and my staff as  nomatter how hard I work there always never  enough and nothing since to be good in my heart.

God pls show me my way to where I really belong to ,where my heart  belong to....and where my soul could rest....

Avril Lavigne - Wish You Were Here

I love this song so much as de song really touch my heart deeply and  also Avril Lavigne  my favorite singer ..                                               ~~~@ Wish You Were Here Right Now @~~~ <3

生活总和我们开着玩笑

生活总和我们开着玩笑，你期待什么，什么就会离你越远；你执着谁，就会被谁伤害得最深。做事不必太期待，坚持不必太执着；学会放下，放下不切实际的期待，放下没有结果的执着；凡事要看淡、看开、看透一些，什么都在失去，上一秒已经过去；什么都留不住，过去的就别再翻回去，唯有当下的快乐与幸福。

Taylor Swift "Today was a Fairytale" Music Video HD

Sweet puppy Love Music Video ^^ Love de feeling and love  it!!!

Being my guy U got to be unique in your own way

Being my guy U got to be unique in your own way and able to understanding ,sensitive to feeling and my need as i believe Love is most about understanding and trust. As trust needed to be gain by your action in treating me.
Never keep de one you love waiting even when you're busy and sending a msg to let them know is never hard if you got them in your heart always. As I always update my guy where i'm going and if I will not be on time. Even now my ex bf will still call or msg me once in de morning and before sleep to say morning and gd nite to me. That show de heart he have for you. They may forget when busy but it also under able as everyone needed to earn a living. But everyone got to learn from they mistake and lesson when thing go wrong in they relationship. As for me and my ex bf is his a married guy but lie about that when we just know but now we are close friend and his de one always there when I really needed help..So that we will never make de same mistake and hurt the one we loved again! I always think back what happen to learn my mistake and i really mean too much about how de one i loved treated me in all detail that why is feel kind of stress when i'm too in love with someone.
That why sometime is good being single as we wont bother too much about how we being treated or even when they read and dun reply your msg.
I believe thing will get better in my life and also love life as i always believe in God ^^. Ganbatta Kudasai!!がんばって！

Dame Love skull design T-Shirt & it my new add on collection

2012 Hot New black skull zebra vest chain 2 T shirt  

So Freaking love de design and I really love  and addicted Tee with Skull print on as it feel kind of evil but unique .. I just like thing that is unique in they own way and also guy  too!! hahahaha!
So my next guy will be unique in his own way ^^.

Freaking Love this Shoes I just buy Yesterday ^^

New Womens Cool Lace Canvas High Platform Flat Sneakers shoes Black

First eye I saw this shoes I really fall in love with it and I told myself I must have even if it cost me alot now I really dame over spend this month as I have never spend so much on shopping before in a month. Think i'm really over stress and over spend but still cant wait to receive de shoes ^^ As I love it so so much!

Tear Stained face

Tears poured down,
When his words came out.
Everything he said,
Was just another doubt.


She was never good enough,
Not even for her.
But now her dreams,
Flew by broken by a slur.


He said he loved her,
Then took it right back!
He said he cared,
But said it to attack!


One tear at a time,
Stained her pretty face.
No one knew she was so fragile,
Like a thin piece of lace.


She stared at the knife,
As a tear hit the ground,
Would she dare use it,
When it once spread her feelings around ?


She used to cut but stopped.
And was happy for a while.
But he killed her!
With his first smile.


She wondered why,
He would make her cry?
Make her not want to live,
But die?


With a tear stained face,
She took her life.
Killed herself,
With an already used knife.


She did it for love,
Her tears said it all,
He was her depression,
When he pretened to fall.


No more tears,
On her tear stained face,
Nothing left,
But her missery that took place!

Omg!! Love when I'm drunk so dare devil me

I'm laugh as dun even really know what i'm write but this s what i love about my iphone i could update my blog any where anytime. Kind of high and sleepy but de feeling is den nice. dun even know who i'm dancing with just now as always as i dun really freaking care who de hell as when i want is to dance when I drunk cos I enjoy de feeling. Kelvin Goh watapp me that he miss me and wanna hug me ^^ tbad he a married guy but he say he knew me before he married and promise will not touch me if I go out with him... Do u believe?? When he love my sexiness. What am I think now?? Wanna go home and sleep liao..Maybe after my last glass ba. Sometime life we got to let go and relax that why I love getting drunk and most ppl love when I'm drunk more sexy and dare. That why when I got bf they always worry when I go clubbing they with tag along or I go to msg once I reach home but now I dun have too! hahaha ^^. But I never reply dame lot of msg to night but some are really dame Ignoring but may reply. it also depend on mood or de person.i'm on my way home now..Dame sleep now....ZZZzzzz Update again ba!! :p

(⌒▽⌒) 我的午餐 (⌒▽⌒)

我媽咪为我煮的午餐。（＾∇＾） 。

*\(^o^)/* 非常開心今天我們*\(^o^)/*

因为今天,有人送給我很多超迷你短裙和超迷你短裤我好爱所有的迷你裤和迷你裙！ （＾∇＾）也因为今天我真的对莫个大壞人以死心也放棄了 ♪(´ε｀ ) 我也学会了自己真真要的是什么也明白了男人是不会为了爱你而改变的。那麼就像华人的说法狗永远改不了吃屎！哈哈哈！ (⌒▽⌒)。

Afternoon  at 2 pm I was shopping with Qiqi and I brought some girly  thing and all Qiqi buy was jelly and I treat her snack and drink as the weather was dame hot here!  at about 4 pm huai ren msg  and I reply as he did'nt reply so i msg him that Go talk to his other gf like what he told me yesterday night as he got many gf. Even after he read my msg he did'nt even reply even de msg on tagged when he online there enjoying himself so that his last chance as that show i mean nothing to him at all and like  de meaning i wrote above in chinese.

Not all guy are willing to change for de gal they love but if they dun, den what de point being with a guy who dun prove  his love and cant stay true, So what a crap he say he's true hearted  to me when he woo me in de first place! Thinking about it make me laugh even to believe his crap...hahaha ^^  maybe that why all his love never last cos he's never true to anyone but only care about his own feeling and how ppl treated him but never see how ppl was treated by his selfishness.

He really needed time to grow up and learn the meaning of being true to de gal his truly love  one day.. All de best to him ba.

遗忘就是我们给彼此最好的纪念

We don't need to meet again for we are just passers by.To forget is the best commemoration for each other. 很多人不需要再见，因为只是路过而已。遗忘就是我们给彼此最好的纪念。

女人

女人的一生会遇见很多人。有人爱你，有人忌妒你，有人把你当做宝，有人不把你当回事。你痛了，你累了，你失落了，你错过了，这些统统与人无关，你的未来，统统要你自己负责。

天蝎

天蝎很粘人,对自己信任和在乎的人会超级有依赖性。天蝎还很喜欢折磨自己爱的人,明明是小事却会惹到再好脾气的人都火起来。但是天蝎在折磨别人的同时自己的痛苦是对方的十倍百倍。只会对自己喜欢的人温柔。感性绝对大于理性,很善良很心软易感动,百分百是为了爱情可以放弃面包的人。

*\(^o^)/*Rest Day to fix my Home Internet *\(^o^)/*

Thinking fixing de new network will take sometime but it took less den half an hour and de guy are really pro but de charging is pro too of cos ^^.
This month I have really over spend and over my limit on shopping cos of stress and also on my medical bill too!! Business have been bad for my branch this month and I am feeling de pressure as it time for my month end report again! And i was unable to do it yesterday cos of de handover I needed to prepare as taking my rest day today cos of fixing the network at home.
At noon time Shirley manager of MDS who is de staff of David came and complain after her Boss chat with me yesterday he have been keep talking about me and worry about m when they having they're dinner together and all he talk is about me...Omg!! she sound really jealous cos of me but to me david is just like my uncle but at work he really helpful and useful to me as our main suppler.That also de reason I trying not to chat with him alone everytime he ask me to! shirley and david both are married with they own family but she still dame jealous I really dun understand why at all?


Yesterday night huai ren msg me i was trying to give himand us a chance but end up he never change always saying that he got alot of gal and we still can be together.
Really wasting time talking to him...But think after time to time nothing matter just let him live in his own world ba. Hoping he really get what he want with his so say alot online gal.


Most of my ex bf was reject by me either they're married or playboy or 2 timer but when time they really regret is too late just like this week my ex de 19yrs old Timo msg me and say it seen so long since we last meet but every week he msg me i greet back and stop replying when he ask me out.He now in Ns that why cant use iphone only can sms. but he de 2 timer Ex bf of mine .


Never dream that I'll standby for any guy cos I never will and dun even think too great about yourself as you will never be my only choice even that i dun flirt around like you as I always only chat with my guy if am in relationship with someone cos what de point being in a relationship when your heart is not in it totally? I choose you and you are de wrong choice for me to love and second mistake i make is willing to give you a chance think you may change...Anyway that what you really wanted den dun come back to me anymore.


Now trying to my booking of Airticket to beijing and was think maybe from beijing den we fly to shanghai for few day there. But got to confirm de leave and date first.


So sweet all my gal have been msg me to remind me of eating everyday every guy too! ^^.


Ok..From now on i will start given other a chance and also giving myself a chance to find a better one to be with... *\(^o^)/*Jia you ba de jia!!*\(^o^)/*


Gonna take a nap as feeling pain cos of gastric and have just took my medicine..update again!

*\(^o^)/* Treatment for hair and eye *\(^o^)/*

Hair Mask I brought from Shanghai last trip there,It've been so long since I last do it^^.

Crystal Collagen Eye patch I brought from Hong Kong and it good if you're just like me hardly sleep well as it good for eye bag or dark eye circles treatment..^^. try it den you will love it!!

Shopping again!! Clothing Collection June 2012

BABYDOLL CHIFFON TOP MIT SPITZENKRAGEN KATZENMOTIV BRAUN 

Korea Summer Rhinestone Lace Sleeveless T-shirt Tank Top Vests Camisole White

(⌒▽⌒) 我的新香水她的香是甜甜的 (⌒▽⌒)

My new perfume collection de fragrance smell Very Sweet and it's from "Donna Karan New York" call "Be Delicious "（＾∇＾）I love de packing and look as it pink and sweet. Hope you will like it too when you smell it near me(^_−)−☆

保时捷cayman粉色改装

Kind of Car I really looking forward to have and drive Cos i love mini Car^^.

But it have been so long since i last drive cos i'm feeling there always ppl who drive me around so why not sit back and relax.

Broken

Broken hearts, love's deceit,
pieces fall down to my feet.
Broken promises, love's a lie,
puddles form from tears I cry.
Broken dreams, love's illusion,
sorrowed cause of your intrusion.
Broken hope, love's a game,
doesn't last, ends the same.
Broken sleep, love's the cause,
digs at me with sharpened claws.
Broken spirit, love of sorrow,
stolen now is my tomorrow.
Broken life, love is lost,
Broken now and that's the cost.

He was my everything

Have you ever felt like

all you had was gone?

That your heart was broken,

and you couldn't go on?

Have you ever really

wanted to die?

To end your life,

so your tears would dry?

My life was like a tunnel,

and he was the light,

he made my smile,

so real, so bright.

When things got tough,

he was always there,

for once in my life,

someone did care.

He was a gift,

sent from up above,

for the first time in my life,

I actually felt loved.

He was like an angel,

sent to rescue me,

he was my everything,

my love, my destiny.

I stopped the cutting,

his love made me quit,

I never thought

I would stop doing it.

I have no idea,

what he found in me,

but he always saw something

no one else could see.

He didn't care 

about popularity,

he didn't choose looks

over personality.

He was the only one

who loved me for who I am,

he thought I was unique and special,

- he didn't want me to be like them.

But now that he's gone,

the light has turned to dark,

I am slowly re-creating

every tiny mark.

Without him here,

I have no life,

only a friend,

and that friend is the knife.

It has come back,

the pain, the sorrow,

I don't wish to see

a new tomorrow.

Lying.

Trying.

Crying.

I'm dying.

' Time heals all wounds, '

that is such a lie,

time will never heal my heart,

and therefor I will die.

They say you can't love someone

in such young years,

then give me an explanation

to why I shed all these tears?

Don't say I deserve someone better,

I just want to be with you,

no one will ever take your place,

and I know that you love me too.

But the distance between us,

is keeping us apart,

why must love always

end with a broken heart?

True love survives everything,

so why don't you want to try?

Please don't leave me all alone,

I have an unanswered ' why? '

Why can't I stop feeling

the way I do?

I know I'll never find

another you.

I would give everything,

just to see your face,

you are my heart,

something no one will replace.

So remember this,

I will love you forever,

even if it means

we're not together.

Any girl would be lucky,

to have a guy like you,

but no one will ever

love you in the special way I do.

Maybe to you,

it wasn't a big thing,

but remember this,

you were my everything. 

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This is all true. It might not sound like a big deal, but he was the only good thing in my life, and now that he's gone, I don't know what to do.

(^_−)−☆ My new gal Rizza (^.^)

Thanks for liking me and caring for me as your agency...See you in 6 month time. Thanks for knowing my favorite drink by asking around...Making me so loved by all you gal(⌒▽⌒)

Sweet Love's Deceit

After all the dead ends and lessons learned,
Through all the heartache and memories burned,
Could you open your heart and risk love's deceit?
Or would you lick your wounds, accept defeat?

After all the tears you've cried, the broken pride,
Through all the times they've lied, the pain inside,
could you open your eyes, to your own surprise?
Or would you sever your ties, accept demise?

After all the sleepless nights, countless fights,
Through all the bitter sights, wrongs and rights,
Could you open your mind, never look behind?
Or would you stay confined, accept declined?

After all the dreadful name's, childish games,
Through all the picture frames, faded flames,
Could you open the door, to love once more?
Or would you recall before, accept to ignore?

After all the broken hearts, we'll one day find,
Through all our questions, true love is blind,
Though a million things could knock us off our feet,
Always remain discreet, for sweet, love's deceit.

他们就像向日葵

身边总有些人，你看见他整天都开心，率真得像个小孩，人人都羡慕他；其实，你哪里知道：前一秒人后还伤心地流着泪的他，后一秒人前即刻洋溢灿烂笑容。他们其实没有能力独处，夜深人静时，总坐在窗前对着夜空冥想失意的苦楚。他们就像向日葵，向着太阳的正面永远明媚鲜亮，在照不到的背面却将悲伤深藏。

Yesterday night I hurt my cheek and now kind of worry there will leave a mark even after de scar recover (T_T) now all I can do is cover it and I was unable to sleep at all waking up every hour and trying to sleep again til 6.30pm finally I give up trying to sleep...Most ppl say im giving myself too much pressure at work as a branch manager cos business is not really good this month due to de new rule and change at Indonesia side....Now I'm gonna be late for work again today!! True 10 min late and now I'm having my breakfast and lunch tgt 2 in 1 meal and is my favorite "SUBWAY" thanks to my mommy for rushing back just to buy for me, Sorry mommy and you de best to me always and I love u always..我好愛你我的媽咪(⌒▽⌒)。

Add on to My Collection of Dresses June 2012

Women's long sleeve lovely bowknot diamond shining with the bag hip dress 

Fashion Sleeveless V-Neck Pleated Sexy Clubwear Party Cocktail Mini Dress 

Sexy Chiffon Bustier Leopard Party Cocktail Evening Skirt Dress