Once again I'm late for work today but it's fine as anyway I'm always working longer den de time that i should and I'm as always busy til my time to go back.And after work my friend fetch me to PC show at SUNTEC cos my bro wanna upgrade our Internet line.. Searching and check de price in de end we choose M1 package as anyway we also got to pay fine at SINGTEL cos my mommy have throw away de starter kit of SINGTEL. But really thanks to my friend Anthony for being always helpful to me in TI or Internet thing as no matter even that i dun really care or know I'm always de one to do all kind of thing in my house like paying all bill and alot more..
That why I'm kind of stress and tired worry i may over look any bill or payment needed to settle.
There for what i want from my guy is he dun have to be very rich but at least his able to plan for our future cos I'm tired of being always de one to do everything at home or Even in my office I'm de one who settle everything for myself ,my staff and even other.
Think de only time I'm truly pamper by ppl is when my daddy have not change and when he's still a homely man and my best daddy who send and fetch me from school or work but now i can't even make myself to forgive him for treating mommy badly and sell off our big house cos of a women outside and what he have done really change my life and me in many way. It's gonna be "father day" once again but to me it mean nothing other den a man who only care about himself and thinking being cheated by women outside is his paying to learn and it's worth paying ): To most ppl I may looked always happy and worry free but to me i only want to keep my thing to myself as that my life there nothing to do with other,
I can believe in ppl I loved but it hard for me to believe in marriage just by seeing my daddy and my elder bro, Now all i want is giving my mommy de best and see her happy.
I promise never to do anything to hurt her or make her stress like my daddy and bro .
My dream is to leave this place i stay and live my life my way but i know it will never happen as i got to take care of my mommy and i promise her never to bring any guy to my house to stay till I'm really married to de person. But i think is hard for anyone to make me believe in marring him will bring happiness that why love sometime make me kind of stress and lost control of my emotion til i left and hide cos i needed someone who able to be loved by my mommy as they both will meant de most to me.
Most Ppl always ask by your look how can you be single?? But why not as we dun have to be with anyone just cos of loneliness, All i want is someone that is true hearted and that someone who really meant for me just me. Let see how fate will bring me to and how someone is willing to show me his heart is just for me.
Think that all I'm gonna write about my feel and thought let go back to de PC SHOW that make me dame tired and hungry due to waiting and Q ing. I had my dinner outside with Anthony and he feel i looked more cute and younger den before but kind of skinny.
Did i look young?? But anyway thanks and it's sweet of him.
Let me show you what I had for dinner ba.
Korea Spicy chicken set
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